made_ascene

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made_ascene Jan 12, 2006 11:19

so i havent updated in a long ass time. here it goes ( Read more... )

park that car drop that phone sleep on the floor dream about me

made_ascene Dec 24, 2005 00:21

crazy week to say the least. from boys that arent worth my time to wakes/funerals, being there for one of my best friends to working crazy hours/christmas shopping when im broke. by far the most important thing is being there for cassy. i love her so much and to be honest i never knew how much i really loved her until i saw my reactions/feelings ( Read more... )

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a true angel....<3

made_ascene Dec 16, 2005 11:26

so im pretty much sick and tired of people bitching about "ughhh no words can describe how i feel right now" "ugh i hate my life" shut the fuck up and realize how lucky you are to be alive ( Read more... )

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swallow your pride, and drown

made_ascene Nov 29, 2005 07:04

honestly how can the person that makes you feel so good can make you feel physically and mentally sick.

i couldnt get out of bed this morning, i had my dad call me out of work.

i feel like shit.

and i hope you choke on those words that kiss that bottle...

made_ascene Nov 28, 2005 10:00

so this past week i guess you can say, i've been really stupid. and no matter how many people tell me numeroussss 1,000's of times that "i'm doing this to myself" im going to keep doing it just because i need to learn for myself, i just need guidence from my friends. but its like my friends dont even know me because if you knew me you wouldnt tell ( Read more... )

i keep my jealous close 'cause it's all

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made_ascene Nov 21, 2005 13:40

everytime i write about something, if its going bad.. SOMEONE always writes about how great it is in their life. hey listen, i dont give a fuck. your trying to make it seem liek your life is awesome when in reality..you have no idea what certain people you "love" are doing behind your back ( Read more... )

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made_ascene Nov 20, 2005 19:54

if there was one thing that was always rocky in my life, it would be my friends. i went through my laural and nicole prendergast phase freshman/soph year, then the infamous nicole deluca, lexi, laural phase junior year. and then senior year i didnt have a group...i became friends with all the people that i "didnt have time" to talk to when i had my ( Read more... )