he called Ryan.. and died the next day.

[made_ofstars_]

Peter's Funeral Was Saturday.  He was 18.  I may have cried tonite.  I cry farrrrrrrrrrrrrrr too much.

Alright:  while talking about porn and pizza.. fucking boy walked by.  He thinks I'm some pervet lesbo nymph.  It's terrible.  He's so cute in a very unconventional way.  He's also so young and I shouldn't think of such things.

I got to hang out w

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[hellpaso56]

fuck what people in Byron think. High school kids are just shallow fucks that are way insecure (same as you put it). I was never cool in high school, I never had many friends, but I have more friends than I expected to have at college. And I got these friends by being myself.

Remember, in college, you will meet a lot of cool people that will like you for who you are.

[scurly_00]

okay...so i'm so sorry that we havn't talked in so long. I havn't forgoten about you either...I have your senior pictures up on the wall with the rest of my friends. People might not talk as much anymore but they can never forget really. Anyways I just wanted to say that I am truely sorry. The whole visiting thing did sorta get thrown to the side...I should visit you when I am home...I have thought about it but I always am thinking...are you gonna want to see me...because sometimes after people go to college, people don't care to see them, like I havn't talked to anyone at school really besides Maggie. I just feel that after I went to college most of you didn't care to talk to me because I moved away and now your all seniors and going away too...sorta how you think the younger kids will forget about you...I figured they already forgot about me. But anyways enough mumble jumble...I will be home this weekend and I'm sure you have my cell number if not talk to me on AOL and I will give it to you because i'm not going to post it on here.

[made_ofstars_]

I'll ask Maggie... I'll call you Friday.