one more sun comes sliding down the sky one more shadow leans against the wall and the world begins to disappear the worst things come from inside here
oh and i checked my deadjournal and no one updates that shit. i even checked the people that listed me as friends nothing since 2004 as the most recent. INCLUDING some group i joined. wow. the past is dead
more and more the past turns into nothing to me. i cant recollect anything with absolute certainty. it is all fading into a fog of the past. can i possibly be devaluing the past to such an extent that my mind is dismissing it altogether?
so im 20 now. no longer a teenager drank a lot last night i apologize to everyone i didnt call but i drank a lot of crazy shit last night and i had to be carried to a car and im not even sure how i got in bed ......