OKAY SO EVERYTHING IS THE SAME..IM CONFUSED ABOUT ALL, BUT ITS OKAY, THATS LIFE, I JUST HAVE TO DEAL WIITH IT AND STOP FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF..ITS A HARD LESSON TO LEARN, BUT IM TRYING..IM SELFISH I KNOW AND I ALWAYS WANT WHAT I WANT, I NEED TO CONTROL MY SELF..SO YEAH! IM STILL NOT OVER IT BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT SO YEAH! OKAY THANKS BYE

so my friend is pissed off at me, i have weird feelings..and i guess im selfish...man oh man will this rollercoaster ever go back up again!

torn in half. my soul misguided, my thoughts yet again waisted, my plan ruined my a mear word, why must it be this way. maybe is punishments for my sins against her, my mind distorted with anger and sadness, my fist balled up, yet all i do is cry, emotions i have never felt, im so confused, i thought you didnt want to be with her, now you know you ( Read more... )

her poems are a load of shit, just like the words she said to...Love..it means nothing i can now see. nothing is the same.....her words sickin my heart, her poems of love full of shit..why should she lie to the one she said she loved..she could not wait till that friday to talk!! fuck my heart..its black as coal!!thanks for the heart break..you ( Read more... )

she fucks everything up..she knows nothing..she said she loved me but i yet to see the love she said she had..heart broken/..thoughts waisted..she really had no idea, she missed out on what she wanted..it was so close yet she lost it..when she said yes,she lost its all when the words "yes came out, she lied and my heart even more tainted by the ( Read more... )

life is full of shit..i hope she dies!!!

another update...im confused..i dont know what im saying..akjwfbnuiafku just leave me alone for today..JANINA IM GONNA CALL YOU CUZ I FEEL LIKE SHIT AND IM CONFUSED..SHOOT ME!!!

so i guess that the only reason i keep saying i ike these gils is b/c i hste being aloone..i meet alot of chicks..buand i even say i like them when i dont...thats wrong i know..but whatever..i dont care..im just gonna say this flat out..i like no one..thanks bye!

Except...hahaha!!

Janina fuck you, i added it lol!!! anyways janina is i cant get the tickets have uour mom do it and ill ppay her for you and i and page if it comes to that..i really want her to go..really PAGE IS COMING WITH US FGT!!! so yeah today has ben raining..yeah that florida for you...gay weather..unpredictable ( Read more... )

i guess i take it back. i like no one now.