Me feeling like a big disgrace because of my recent academic flops

[madeline__]

Just when I think things are looking up for me, academically speaking, something else goes bad! And isn't it just such a coincidence that I made a 70 on both my A&P test AND Economics tests!?! And you know what? I actually studied for those! Those trick questions on a&p really get me sometimes... And that so-called cheating system everyone says they go by in Econ? So NOT! I know of at least 2 people (okay, only me and Kate. even Kate made a higher grade than me!) who made below an 85, not including the paper I graded because I gave Mason a 79. Those fools! Nobody goes by that cheating scale!!! I guess SOME people do, since some of the people still remind me about the cheating scale. I can't believe I made a 70! Well, yeah, I can, but I'm still a little bit shocked, even though I really should not have a reason to be. Everytime I graded another person's paper, I never helped them out! So, I guess, justice was served? Yeah, I just wish I wasn't the one who had to have justice served. Gosh! This really brings down my average!!! I bet I have a 90 average now. In some ways, I appreciate the cheating system...because it gives people good grades! Yet, this time, I know what I REALLY made, and I guess it's good to know how you REALLY do on the tests, without other people cheating on grading. I now know that Economics isn't really my bestest class... sigh. It's so confusing sometimes!

When I think that the stress is finally over and it's smooth sailing, more stress comes my way. sigh. WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO ANYBODY!?!?!

Well, hopefully there'll be enough grades taken between now and next Wednesday so I can keep my A average.

Sigh! I just can't take this anymore! I must ask all my teachers what my averages are tomorrow!!!!

Two 70's in one week. Unbelievable!!!!!!