Ugh... I don't give a shit anymore. I love how no one tells me shit then yells at me for being bitchy. You know what else I love? Being lead to believe something that isn't really true at all, that's always my favorite, ESPECIALLY when it toys with my feelings. IT'S THE BEST FEELING EVER.

Guess what?! I'm really fucking stupid. Explain later.

Today was... interesting. 2nd hour I got to watch people flood in and out of the auditorium area to get pictures taken. So much fun... not. Especially not watching Craig flirting with some girl. I make myself sick, you know? I mean... wtf, he's not mine. And I'm not his. I need to get over myself. And try not to be spiteful twords the girl I don't ( Read more... )

I've been awake for 4 whole hours already. I'm losing energy. I even had a Mountain Dew LiveWire, which has mass amounts of caffeine. I went to get a pair of shoes and a bra for a dress... the shoes are silver and shiny ^.^ I put all of it on together too... it looks pretty awesome. But the bra is kinda retarded. I got it from Victoria's Secret... ( Read more... )

I'm back at my dad's for... get this... 5 WHOLE DAYS! -.- I go back to my mom's on the 10th. I am confused about which moron of a parent put together my schedule. Either way... Melissa IMed me today. I need to get over my petty urge to be better than her. Though, she only IMed me to brag about the fact that she had another boyfriend. Like I care. ( Read more... )

So things haven't been so great. I almost made a complete prat of myself by crying (almost) in yearbook today, which would have been even more embarrassing than it needed to be because there were a bunch of freshman I know in there, and Kristi, and of course, Craig... which that would have been worst of all, I think. Either way... I need to go. I'm ( Read more... )

This has been one of the worst fuckin' weeks of my life. 2 days ago (both days)and this weekend I got in fights with my 'rents, yesterday Craig pissed me off beyond all belief, and today I punched my fuckin' wall and cant close my fist, someone sprayed me with vinegar (they thought it was water), and Tony threw soda all over me. I'm gonna fuckin' ( Read more... )

I had an awesome night last night! I went to see The Village with my chicas (Megan and Kat) and we invited Megan's NEW BOYFRIEND! ^.^ I'm so excited! She's going out with Ty now... so Stephen came with, which I found out a billion times yesterday that he likes me (Erg...), so he sat by me in the theater, and Kat sat on the other side of me, and ( Read more... )

I've talked to Craig quite a bit lately, it's been interesting. And nice, and yet also awkward as well... I feel the need to not shut up at all, to fill the silence. It bugs me... I don't feel like I can have a comfortable silence with him right now, if I am on the phone with him, and we're not talking, it's because I'm completely distracted. ( Read more... )

I got four CDs this weekend and now my whole CD case is full! I got it in December and it's finally full I have 94 CDs.... kind of a strange number to have in a case, you'd think that maybe you would have 100 or something, but no... that appears to be to complicated. Anyways... small joy... I have 94 CDs!