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(Edit: REMEMBER!! This is just all in sillyness.. I'm not jumping the gun and trying to marry Brian.haha.. All in good fun all in good fun ( Read more... )

I showed a friend some pictures of me and Brian today.. He was like "you guys look really cute together" and I was like "really?" and he was like "yea, you just have this magnetism towards each other, look at the two of you together" he just kept saying "you're both so cute!" This was just from a picture... wow.. that made me smile..Christine said ( Read more... )

I'm watchin the Real World right now, the episode in Australia where Alton hooks up with girls galore right in front of Irulan...I just don't understand guys sometimes.. Like him.. he's got a great girl who loves him and he's gonna screw it up for some play.. It's like guys can't just think with their head and their heart, they always have to think ( Read more... )

My computer is pissin me off to no end.. I think it's about that time for a new one. I hate this thing.. It never does what I need it to.. So I woke up this morning with the BIGGEST knot in my stomach and have been on the verge of throwing up all day now... I hate the effect someone can have on another.. I'm a little scared actually.I got some ( Read more... )

listening to Bonnie Rait- I can't make you love me..It's ironic really.. Duane played this the other day for "romantic music".. Brian and I were layin in the bed.. Little did I know, there was a POSSIBILITY for it to be true in the future ( Read more... )

Today was for the most part a good day.. I told David that it was a day full of "yays".. Just cause it kind of was.. See.. I layed everything out on the table with David.. Told him about Brian and how that that's just where my heart is right now, even if there's a 50 percent chance that i'm not where his is right now.. But I'll have to deal with ( Read more... )

ok.. so i'm literally on the edge of my seat.. I'm like nervous and just jittery.. A moment of insecurity here.. And If I don't talk to Brian tonight, it will be even worse by morning.. See.. I'm scared right now.. Cause he had been talking to this girl in Michigan and she's all "brian imma marry you" blah blah, make me throw up! anyway.. So she's ( Read more... )

OK so not NOW.. I'm not leaving on a jet plane now or anytime soon.. BUT.. Holy shit!! I think my mom just told me that she'd get me a plane ticket to Dallas in Feb to see Brian and the boys!! Boys, here I come!! The five loves of my life with me around Valentines Day.. now i have to go and collect myself and make sure it wasn't a dream when she ( Read more... )

"and i'm so sad ( Read more... )