Hi, everyone, well, not really everyone, not many people read my journal, which is why i don't really write in it that often. I usually like to have people read what i write. I think that i've seriously given up on girls. I was talking to stacy about it last night, and she asked me if i was gay, and i thought about it for a second, and then i said ( Read more... )

this was a very interesting last week i have to say.

This time I scream so loudyly ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so sick of everything that throwing up would be useless. I really wanted to kill someone in school today, I'm so sick and tired of everyone, this life bores me, I wish i could die sometimes. I'm in Web Design right now, and i want to go have a cigarette so bad... I can't wait till this day is over. Right now I'm listening to Ape ( Read more... )

This weekend was such a rush. I went to work at 8 on saturday, it flew by, and then at 5 I left, and then i went to new york. I was suppose to meet my friend maura at the train station, but i had forgetten my grandma was coming to meet me at the bus terminal. So, Maura is mad at me, but i promised her that i would come next weekend. I don't know ( Read more... )

I'm not so sure about myself anymore. I got caught cutting school, but i didn't get grounded or detention. Maybe everyone thinks there is something wrong with me, I hope not. It was half a day at school today, that was such a relief. I'm trying to concentrate on making new music, so I've been trying new techniques, it's interesting. Ken is such a ( Read more... )

I woke up today, and i decided not to go to school. No special reason. I Just didn't want to be there. I went and i left. I should have stayed. I took a nap, and I was bored all day. My parents found out, but i didn't get in trouble, they think something is wrong with me. I thought about sasha a lot today, i really like her. I got my permit today. ( Read more... )