I'm sitting at a highschool party that Shane has brought me to and I all I can think about Is.... Old stuff, like SH. Sitting alone, I wasn't going to come, I shouldn't have come. I guess I had some stupid fantasy that people would possibly acknowledge me, see that I have changed, fuck even a smile instead of a glare would be nice.
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Okay so I'm out in the middle of no where, with Shanes mates to bale hay, which I didn't really want to do, because I have epic cramps. The only reason I came was because it was possibly the only time I'd get to see him this weekend. Bad idea. I feel like shit here, but I'd rather feel like shit at home watching movies with mum.
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