[Fanfic] [I hate...] [Aoi/Uruha, Uruha/Aoi] [1/1] [PG-13]
Title: I hate...
Chapters: 1/1
Author: Madientsukimaru
Disclaimer: Oh yea, I own them, just like I own the Taj Mahal. Note the sarcasm there.
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Angst
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha, Uruha/Aoi
Summary: I hate a lot of things about you Uruha but, the thing I hate the most? The thing I hate the most is that I still love you and I'm the biggest fool for that.
Note: I hate the ending to this. I really do but, it works I guess :/
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I hate you.
I hate the way you know me like the back of your hand and that the littlest thing I do, tells you what mood I'm in. And I hate how you know just the right thing to do to change that mood for the better.
I hate the way you make me laugh when all I want to do is curl up and cry. I hate the way you hold me and whisper sweet nothings in my ear as you wipe my tears away when I do cry.
I hate the way you make me feel. The way my heart beats faster and my pulse races at the sight of you or how I go weak in the knees and just melt from a simple dorky grin.
I hate the way I miss you and get this...empty, lost feeling when you're gone and I hate the way this feeling stays until you come back to me.
I hate the way you curl around me at night. I hate the way your arms feel around me, making me feel all safe and loved and wanted. I hate the way your breath fans across my neck and your hair tickles my cheek and I hate the way I'm never to cold or to hot in your arms.
I hate the way you kiss me. You're cupid bow lips pressing against mine all soft and tender one minute and harsh and passionate and rough the next.
I hate the way you make me forgive you. No matter what you do, wither it's a drunken fuck with some faceless person from a bar or a simple broken promise like the ones you utter every time you cheat and I hate how you make me believe your lies every single time.
But most of all Uruha, I hate how I don't hate you at all that, no matter how much you hurt me, how much you betray me, my trust...us. I love you with everything I am, with every breath I take and that's the saddest part of all because I'll never have all of you like you have all of me and that's why I'm writing you this because I don't have the heart nor the courage to say this to your face.
I'm leaving you. I just can't take having you next to me and not having you at all so, I'm being the adult, the mature one like always and I'm stopping this self destructive relationship. So, this is good-bye....
Aoi
Placing the sheet of paper in the center of the bed, Aoi grabbed the single bag of things he was taking with him. And as he left that bedroom, that apartment, he left behind his heart and his dreams and as Uruha came home that evening and picked up the litter, gripping it so tight he crumpled the white sheet of paper in his hand, Aoi broke the heart and dreams of the very man who forced him to break his own.
Chapters: 1/1
Author: Madientsukimaru
Disclaimer: Oh yea, I own them, just like I own the Taj Mahal. Note the sarcasm there.
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Angst
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha, Uruha/Aoi
Summary: I hate a lot of things about you Uruha but, the thing I hate the most? The thing I hate the most is that I still love you and I'm the biggest fool for that.
Note: I hate the ending to this. I really do but, it works I guess :/
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I hate you.
I hate the way you know me like the back of your hand and that the littlest thing I do, tells you what mood I'm in. And I hate how you know just the right thing to do to change that mood for the better.
I hate the way you make me laugh when all I want to do is curl up and cry. I hate the way you hold me and whisper sweet nothings in my ear as you wipe my tears away when I do cry.
I hate the way you make me feel. The way my heart beats faster and my pulse races at the sight of you or how I go weak in the knees and just melt from a simple dorky grin.
I hate the way I miss you and get this...empty, lost feeling when you're gone and I hate the way this feeling stays until you come back to me.
I hate the way you curl around me at night. I hate the way your arms feel around me, making me feel all safe and loved and wanted. I hate the way your breath fans across my neck and your hair tickles my cheek and I hate the way I'm never to cold or to hot in your arms.
I hate the way you kiss me. You're cupid bow lips pressing against mine all soft and tender one minute and harsh and passionate and rough the next.
I hate the way you make me forgive you. No matter what you do, wither it's a drunken fuck with some faceless person from a bar or a simple broken promise like the ones you utter every time you cheat and I hate how you make me believe your lies every single time.
But most of all Uruha, I hate how I don't hate you at all that, no matter how much you hurt me, how much you betray me, my trust...us. I love you with everything I am, with every breath I take and that's the saddest part of all because I'll never have all of you like you have all of me and that's why I'm writing you this because I don't have the heart nor the courage to say this to your face.
I'm leaving you. I just can't take having you next to me and not having you at all so, I'm being the adult, the mature one like always and I'm stopping this self destructive relationship. So, this is good-bye....
Aoi
Placing the sheet of paper in the center of the bed, Aoi grabbed the single bag of things he was taking with him. And as he left that bedroom, that apartment, he left behind his heart and his dreams and as Uruha came home that evening and picked up the litter, gripping it so tight he crumpled the white sheet of paper in his hand, Aoi broke the heart and dreams of the very man who forced him to break his own.