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[madison_jacobs]

People are spontaneously combusting. I got called to the high school dance because one of the students burnt up from the inside out. A teenager, dead, because she was singing and dancing and apparently it was just too much for her

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[buggered_vamp]

*walking across the park catches sight of Maddy and watches her curiously for a minute till he realizes she's smoking*

Here now, stop that!

*drops his bag of alcohol and smokes and runs over and grabs her arms*

[madison_jacobs]

*still feels the emotions burning inside her*

*grabs on to Spike's hands, sings*

You don't understand
She died because of me
I wasn't here to help
when he slammed her
against that tree

*winces as Spike shakes her*

[buggered_vamp]

Stop that!

*winces as she's burning hot under his hands*

You can't be there for everyone! You do the best you can, that's all anyone can do...

Blame yourself for everything you'll go insane. Well more insane you did marry Harris after all.

[madison_jacobs]

*chokes back tears, slightly freaked that she's freaking out infront of Spike*

*the music stops, collapses slightly against him*

Sorry.

[madison_jacobs]

I've never been to Europe. Hawaii is the furthest I've ever traveled.

It's weird, the stuff you think about when you're pretty sure you'll die, and God, don't ever tell Xander I addmitted that, but for awhile there, I was sure I wouldn't make it.

I kept losing my officers, good officers who had families and years more experience than me, so I figured i'd be next. Especially when we lost so many of Jack's men.

*takes a swig, passes it back to Spike*

So, yeah, one of the things I thought about was how I'm going to die and I never even made it out of the Country to see any of this world.

[buggered_vamp]

Yeah, funny thing when you think you're dyin' what pops into your head.

I thought that was it when Dru turned me, thought I was goin' in the ground an not comin' back.

I thought about that kind of stuff. So when I came back I made sure I did it, never wanted to feel like somethin' was missin' if it came up again.

[madison_jacobs]

We got remarried in Hawaii.

*frowns*

No idea why I felt compelled to share that. I think we realized that while the first wedding was brought on because Hell froze over, we actually like being married.

You still feel married to Buffy?

[buggered_vamp]

*starts to avoid the question until he hears a hint of music*

Bugger it, no music!

I don't know it married's the right term. But yeah. Although the whole wearing the poncy outfit an bein' on camera really still makes me want to stake myself.

[madison_jacobs]

I guess. Though, I doubt I'll pass my next psych evaluation. I was on the border before the apocalypse.

*sighs*

Is there a reason I feel at ease just blurting stuff out to you that I don't even tell Xan?

I guess one way to look at it is, doubt there will be anyone who passes the next psych eval. I seriously doubt they'll fire us all, right?

[buggered_vamp]

No idea. I seem to attract that.

*takes a drink*

You can't tell the ones closest to you. Afraid how they'll react, you want them to think you're strong an all.

No one who stays here is on the sane side, they probably account for that in the testin' I'd think.

[madison_jacobs]

I guess.

*looks over at him*

Anything you feel like confessing? I'm repression queen so your secret will be safe with me.

[buggered_vamp]

Right til you feel inclined to sing about it on a public street.

*grumbles*

In a spot with Buffy. Had a bit of a musical row with her.

[madison_jacobs]

You've got yourself a deal.

*stands up, staggers slightly*

*giggles*

He realizes you're having to help me home because we split a bottle of liquor in the park? I may need that kick sooner than later.

[buggered_vamp]

*chuckles and puts an arm around her waist to help her walk straight*

I don't mind if he yells at me for that. Besides it'll make him appreciate you more.

Call it undead therapy or somethin'.

C'mon let's get you home before someone tries to sing at us.

[madison_jacobs]

*leans against him so she doesn't fall as they walk home*

I saw a couple of grappler demons singing with some blond chick. It was a techno song.

That image is burned in my head for life.

[buggered_vamp]

Could have been worse. Could have been a Fyarl demon.

"crush kill destroy" in rap rythyms an all.