Ugh, I think it's been weeks since I've ever written anything in this journal of mine. Yeah, work life or college life can do that to you. So be prepared kids! ;)
Lately, I've been seeing a lot of behaviours that I don't seem to favor much specifically in meh real life. One particular thing is how another person likes to favor another instead of this other person. Ok, that seems confusing. Hahaha, let me rephrase it. It's like when a friend of yours favours your other friend instead of you or your boss always favours the other co-worker instead of this other worker for no apparent reason. It's even clearer when it looks so obvious. Take for example in this situation. There's this doctor, he favors nurse A instead of nurse B for no apparent reason. Both of them did their work well. Yet, whenever it was evaluation time, nurse B always get less comments but nurse A got a detailed comments from good to the should improve comment. Now how would nurse B felt? Should she feel she's done quite well that the doc had no comment? or should she feel worried because the doc doesn't felt like commenting much on her? It's not jealousy or anything that I'm trying to point out here. I just felt curious as to why the doctor or other people with authority behave in such and such. I for one don't like it that much when this kind of favoring other people with no reasons happen and even worse when they start to compare one another whereas they should have known that different people have different kinds of level and abilities. Not all people are the same. Why can't they evaluate that person by individually? Hmm...maybe my mind is just full of curiosity. Who knows? -.-
Or maybe I'm just crappying stuffs after being too tired from those hectic practicals xD If you find me weird in any way, feel free to ignore this post ;)
And I've got so many plans and goals I have to do for my patients and readings and materials and this and that all in the space of a very short time T.T Thesis some more. Ack! I don't care what grade I get, I just want to finish this course and grad ASAP! xD
Now if only I can do what Mr Cobbs do in Inception, that would make a great escape plan.
But for now...."PUASA" or fasting month IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! YAYYYYYY! which means food, and food and moarrrrrrrr food!!!! :DDDDDDDDD
Later peeps :'B
(ps: I really need to start drawing some more during free time if I have any. feel like my hand is getting rusty xD)