they came and told our story...

[madmonkey_duagu]

i can't do this.

i think it's funny when we take the world as a stage and we walk on, not knowing what the script says. until the directions are given and it becomes apparent that you've been given a part as a tragic character. you read through the lines you have to say and take in the stage instructions and then despair. every turn of the page gets

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Lost

[anonymous]

Have you lost your way? Seems like it. But dun worry, a lot of us know this feeling very well too.

Dun ask me how they managed to find a way out. In fact, I dun even noe if they managed to do so. Well, for a fact, I haven found it yet. Still feel lost and that my life is a chore. Dunno where I gonna land in 10 years time and everything seems to be so.....SIANZ....

Not every input guarantess an output. For everything you do now, could be just nothing in 1 year's time.

I dunno...i guess it's time to do some self-reflection.

Re: Lost

[madmonkey_duagu]

Thanks so much... Appreciate it.

I think I'm lost. TOTALLY lost. I dunno how to find my way back. I dun even know where to start. And part of me just wants to sit down where I am and just bawl my eyes out without moving. I dunno why.

*sighs* I'll get thru it I guess. There really isn't any other way to go.

very long comment...

[anonymous]

lost? who isn't? i'm over 30. other than knowing i will work, get married (hopefully), do what i like occasionally, retire and eventually die, i do not have other concrete plans too

[la_muerta]

Maybe it'd be easier if we didn't see our whole lives as a big picture long-distance thing - it can get so tiring thinking about a destination you don't know about (and you're not very sure you'll like when you do reach it).

After all, what happens if there IS no destination? Maybe there is no "fate" or "script", just a little scrapbook thing you add to everyday.

Just one day at a time... goals or plans for the week, or maybe the month... nothing too overwhelming or ambitious.