happiness is...

• the first sign of the sun as the clouds clear away
• the secret smile you share with someone you love
• the quiet times in the middle of the night when you realise you have nothing to worry about
• a cup of hot cocoa on a rainy day, jazz music wafting through the corridors and you, under the warmth of a comforter with a good book and a happy ( Read more... )

i don't think you understand how this works.

like a thousands sentences made of a thousand words. each a syllable long. a thousand meanings interpreted by a thousand people. it is mindblowing and awesome. and yet so sad. so very sad. like the dotted lines that never quite get resolved into a proper picture, its resolution forever unfocused and ( Read more... )

you're so stupid.

you're beautiful. you're talented. you're beyond us. and yet, you're so stupid. you look at yourself and all you see are the cracks and flaws. you're reading the lines all wrong, thinking that everyone who loves you wants to have you for dessert. you tear at your own ineptitude, but not to improve, but to destroy. you think that ( Read more... )

happiness.

what's the word for it? fleeting. i love whoever came up with it. it's fleeting. so true. here a moment, gone the next. like a long tailed comet. it appears. like a heavy budgetted special effects cinematic. it explodes into your sight, claiming grounds as the most exciting thing since the discovery of sex, and then blinds you, burning an ( Read more... )

i have come to realise that i suck at goodbyes.

there are people in this world who have the talent in holding farewell parties that rock your socks off. they have long drawn out parting that are emotional and beautiful. they have the right words. the many right words, some have millions. the nuances are perfect and there is a dramatic pause. people ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been having numerous conversations with many of my friends and learning that many are momentarily depressed, upset, hurt, lost, aimless or afflicted with various other maladies that are common to modern day living where endless consumerism, materialism and the infernal rat-race leaves one feeling disconnected from themselves and the ( Read more... )

........in continuation.....

19 hours remaining…

3 hours of waiting to get a marriage license. She talks the entire time as I sit in this hell. She's funny, and witty, and intelligent, but I don't care about that. I care about only one thing. I've discussed what that is. God, though, she is gorgeous. I can look into her eyes and get lost. I ( Read more... )

(This is an account of my last 3days thoughts.  Just stories in my head and purely fictional…..and please bear with it….realised that it is looooonngg)

"You have one day before the world ends". That's what the newspaper says. One day to live your life. One day to make your peace. You have one day before this world blows up, incinerating ( Read more... )

In the beginning - specifically on October 23, 4004 BC, at noon - out of quantum foam fluctuation God created the Big Bang, followed by cosmological inflation and an expanding universe. And darkness was upon the face of the deep, so He created Quarks and there from He created hydrogen atoms and thence He commanded the hydrogen atoms to fuse and ( Read more... )

There has been created a society that will let most people believe that they are free. To show that this is not the case, one should not generalize. Everything is in connection with each other. This is the complexity of the world we live in. Why aren't we free? Most people are trapped in the maze of economy, the government, the exploiters, but ( Read more... )