i do. i can't stand this one anymore. i got an email from brenda yesterday that basically reamed me about my attitude. the thing is, how the fuck would she know what my attitude is like? she's never here. i see her twice a semester for less than 5 min total. not to mention if anyone else, like the new lab supervisor had a problem w/ me, couldnt she ( Read more... )

just when i thought i was settling down... nope. /sigh. oh well ( Read more... )

yea, so i got bored with bitching about myself all the time, so i started a new blog where i bitch about other people... or something...

check it out if u want to.

http://tessa-randomstuff.blogspot.com/

dammit. i think i'm sick. figures. two goddamn days before i'm supposed to go camping. and i was wondering why i've been exhausted for the past week and a half. i thought it was an iron deficiency (i really do need to pay more attention to my diet if i'm gonna be a vegetarian). dammit. dammit. dammit ( Read more... )

having the kids has both driven me mad and made me depressed. CJ mentioned living w/ me again. that makes me hella nervous. i asked him if things were alright at home and he said yes. i'm not sure if it's an issue w/ miya bullying him all the time now or the fact that he stays in his room 24/7 and doesn't get any attention or if there's something ( Read more... )

so i hung out w/ teri and jen and sandy and jennifer on friday. until my 1.5 beers decided that it was gonna fuck with me and i did the whole chemical change of personality. teri realized something was up and took me home. walking in the door, i hurled and then felt much better. although i felt like an ass. teri called to see if i was ok. felt like ( Read more... )

i have it bad. REALLY, REALLY bad. like, i think i'm in trouble, bad.

drank some beer last night with angie and sam. snapped me out of my funk. thank goodness. i also got paid today, took care of my bills and ordered miya's birthday present (the new harry potter), so i'm feeling quite pleased with life at the moment. i still have to get gas (walked to work today, it wasn't too bad and took less time than i imagined) ( Read more... )

i'm in a weird mood. it's lasted a few days now. /sigh ( Read more... )

why can't i be an heiress? /sigh ( Read more... )