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- Don't say who they are.
- Never discuss it again.
1. I've never really liked you, and to be honest, I don't know why I feel the need to act as though I do. It's my firm belief that everything you do is for attention purposes, and despite all these "I've changed" statements, you're still the same horrible person you were last year. I also feel that your style of writing is based off of the people you idolize. Which sometimes, darling, is a very bad thing.
2. I don't know you anymore. I'm not sure that I want to. We were such good friends, and I'm still trying to figure out what happened. The crowd you hang out with now isn't good for you, and I wish I could confront you about my feelings without you getting upset/pissed.
3. Sometimes I just don't know what to do with you. I found out things from the personal portion of your soul, one that you don't reveal to me, that I wish I hadn't.
4. I'm closer to you than I realized. I'm curious as to what the new year brings for us. You are such a beautiful and amazing person and I'm sorry a lot of people can't see that. Trust me, if I could drill it into everyones brain, I would.
5. We seemed close last year, but I'm not so sure if this friendship is actually true or not. You're always nice to me, and I really do appreciate that. I just wish I could get you alone more often and just talk and be silly like we used to. I really wish we had classes together, seeing you briefly at lunch (on rare occasions) isn't enough.
6. So, I really feel like we bonded last year, and I think we share some weird connected even though we never talk to each other anymore. I want to call you but I'm always afraid you don't want to talk to me. You have a great brain and it makes me sad when you go through fits of depression. I hate that you think so negatively of yourself, too.
7. I think you are a crazy, ugly, fat bitch. This whole trying to fit in and acting cool scheme just isn't working. I think you should go jump out a window, but before you do that, you owe me 11 dollars. Every single second I'm forced to spend around you is a waste of my time. I feel so sorry for your family, but luckily for them they don't live in state.
8. I just want to smack you. Really fucking hard.
9. The fact that you've turned a multitude of people against him, disgusts me. I don't see how anybody could believe the stories you formulate and the "truths" you spout. I wonder if you actually have friends or if these people just use you. Unfortunately it's probably the latter of the two. Oh well, you deserve it.
10. You have some really good and well thought out opinions. I love spending time with you, outside and inside of school. Sometimes you drive me insane because we're both VERY stuck on our ways and what we believe is right, but eventually I get over it. But minus our disagreeing, I think you're a terrific person.