Bah

[madqueenmadb]

Ever feel like sometimes, things just spin out of your control and you're left dumbfounded and wondering what the hell happened? Or maybe it's just your mind that makes it seem that way. Anyway, I should know why things got out of control. I'm the one that cause it to in the first place. I feel so lazy and apatheic lately. Not just lately, but

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[lajolieetoile]

I know how you feel. It can be frustrating when you see yourself suffering, but lack the motivation to care. I'm here if you want to talk about anything.

[tempermiranda]

I don't think it can hurt to talk to someone about it. I did counseling last year with family issues and it helped just to talk about it. And I totally know where you are coming from. This quarter I just can't seem to focus on any of my work. I just don't care and I find myself sleeping alot, or napping, or watching tv, or playing on the computer. And I think about freshman and sophomore year when all I did was homework. Maybe we are just really burned out from so much school for so many years.

[naeannette]

betsy, not to try and sugar coat things or anything because well maybe you are right, I'm not saying other wise, but could it simply be that your just burnt out. maybe all ou need is to relax for a little wile, take a deep breath and then geet a freaking huge dry erace board and wright EVERYTHING you have to do on it and put it in a place where you HAVE TO see it, thats what I do :). or better yet use dry erace markers on that huge miror of yours, you wouldn't be able to look at our self with out being reminded of all the things you have to do. you'll be fine bets. and if it was the spinal menagitious, I dunno I thinkthey would havenoticed something before now, even if it was more prodominate now than it used to be, I still think they would have noticed something, I think they would have relized if a part of your brain was damaged. and not realizing when someone is talking to you is just not paying attention, you probaly just wern't fully focoused on what they were saying and it just kind'a washed right over you, I have that problem

[madqueenmadb]

I'm going to write a "To Do" list on my mirror. That was a good idea. Now I just need to get some Windex...