i missed him so much at the movies last night i started to cry. and while we were waiting in line to get into the theater, i called home to make sure he was ok. and he was crying. because he was hungry. and wanted booby. i felt so bad. and i went and hit dan and told him that brodey was crying and that he needed my boobs. killed me ( Read more... )

so today is the first day i'm going anywhere without my beloved child. dan wants to go see the ring 2 and my mom said she'd baby sit. and even though it's my mom and even though i know she wouldn't deliberately let anything bad happen to him, i'm still uneasy about the whole thing. i just don't feel right being away from him ( Read more... )

so apparently nobody who works at the mall (with the exception of jorge) works on thursday evenings. or so i am forced to believe after my first outing since brodey was born. my mom, brodey, and i ventured out to the mall. and it was dead. which, what should i have expected on a thursday anyways? i did talk to jorge for a few minutes despite not ( Read more... )

brodey was in the hospital from thursday till saturday. long story. the doctor here and the cardiologist in ft worth say he's ok now.but that was the worst feeling having to see him with 10 wires attached to his chest and an iv in his head. but it was the best feeling when the doctor came in to say his 4 tests came back ok and we could go home.my ( Read more... )

who has the most adorable 10 day old ever? *raises hand ( Read more... )

i just touched his hand. and he smiled. <3<3<3<3

not much has been happening. in fact, with the exception of going to the doctor on friday, i haven't left my house at all. my entire day is just brodey. as it should be. and i love it. i love him. he's just the sweetest baby and it's impossible not to fall in love with him. well right now i'm going to get him from his crib where he's laying still ( Read more... )

Apparently Dan and I make really pretty babies ( Read more... )

too bad the only thing i want can't be bought ( Read more... )

holy fucking jesus christ. i started contracting at 3 this morning. and i had them every 5-7 minutes apart. so i wait this time because after last time i didn't want another false alarm. at 8:30 my mom had me go to labor and delivery. i wasn't dialated any more than i was when i went to the doctor on tuesday. so they waited 2 hours. i had more ( Read more... )