Comments | maegan_a7x: cut me up...

maegan_a7x

cut me up...

Sep 15, 2005 18:35

Well today wasn't too shabby. Ha...I mean...you have the people that make your day....and then you have other "cool" people. But overall...I love everyone. Had cheer practice.....it wasn't bad. I'm getting pumped for the games! Megan and Sarah!! OOOH YEAHHHHHH!! Oh yeah..Megan Edwards is retarded!! She always thinks I am mad at her...I mean ( Read more... )

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.... the_catalyst7 September 15 2005, 19:26:16 UTC

Hey Maego ( ... )

:) maegan_a7x September 15 2005, 19:54:22 UTC

wow.... Kellie, you just made my day....wait, no....my year. That was seriously the best thing ever. I even cried....yeah, I am a bbiiigg loser. That meant so much to me. I LOVE YOU! You make me feel cool. I'm pretty sure you are the ONLY one that has EVER told me I was smart. hahahaha. You know...you are such a wonderful person. You are so strong, I mean, seriously, you have been through so much... I remember our talk in French last year. We talked about our exes...I knew then that you had to be so strong because of what you put up with. You know...you staying with him took everything you had, I'm sure. I think you wanted to make him happy, but not yourself. I look up to you....you are the type of person that is just so different from everyone else. It makes me so happy to know that I change your mood when you are down. You said you wanted to be more like me.....heck no, you don't. You are such a better person than I am. I am annoying, stupid, immature....and according to everyone else I am a failure and a mess up ( ... )

I feel your pain... brooklyn_young September 15 2005, 20:37:06 UTC

I know exactly how you feel Maegan... I hate that things have to change... I wish that I could keep things the same forever... If I could, I wouldn't hurt as bad as I do right now... And ya know, I try to act like I don't hurt, but sometimes, it's impossible... I may not know exactly what you are thinking and going through... but I DO know how you feel... Sometimes i wish I could go back in time... and freeze a solitary moment... When I was happy.... When I was my happiest... Cause I don't think that I could ever be at that level of happiness again... Life is so complicated... and sometimes, I just don't wanna be a part of it... Cause it's like things don't get better no matter what I do... And then... it's like I'm being teased... cause they seem to get better... But then they don't... I'm sorry that you are feeling the way you are... I feel sorry for anyone who feels the way I do right about now... The hardest part if knowing that you COULD do something about it... but you KNOW it's not your best option... I love you Meg... Keep ( ... )

*tear... the_catalyst7 September 16 2005, 13:47:48 UTC

Aww Maegan, you about made me cry (I probably would have but my mom is near by and would think I was crazy :D ( ... )