so i haven't said anything in a while..soo here's what i have been up to ( Read more... )

so i went to go see harry potter. at 12.10 AM ... yeah it was hella cool. good job to those who made it and wrote it. but im still not gonna read the books. damn i tired. well that was it.

so i broke up with starbuck. and i have never felt this way before. i felt like i have lost someone so close to me and i will never again have a single moment of of true joy without felling the pain that i have inflicted on myself and him. i just have to keep busy so that i dont sit and mull about what happened. but i really miss him. a lot. and ( Read more... )

so i went to the ER on wed night/thurs morn. and come to find out that i have a urinary tract infection. ohh wait i already knew that. but the deal is that my kidneys hurt more then anything i have ever experienced in my life. i cried in the waiting room it hurt so bad. and i dont really cry like that in public. so i am now on some serious meds and ( Read more... )

i am to the point of crying im so tired. and im up writing about it. i dont know why but im really emotional ( Read more... )

he wants to go on a double date to the tattoo expo. and im not sure if i want any of it. but i dont know why ( Read more... )

so im sitting here waiting for my hair dye job to be done and its drippind down my face. and it wont stop. hopefully this will cure my horrible hair issue. and now it will be black again. ohh well. so also i got a little peek at what my real hair color looks like and i really like it. so now after this thing is done i will take the black color ( Read more... )

so i am tired of working ... i know that no one wants to work or whatever....but i really dont wanna. thought i would just tell everyone that ( Read more... )

candace my love you are soo scumtralescent when you sleep..ahhh...

i would just like to say that i worked from 5.45 pm to 2.15 am ( Read more... )