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thinking... i know, probably dangerous
i've been thinking about you a lot lately. why'd ya have to go and ruin all other guys for me? i know if things had worked i wouldn't feel the same way about this, but seriously, its just so frustrating. everyone is held up to such high standards because of you and no one comes close. and no, i don't want you anymore, its just the idea of you ( Read more... ) -
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do you know how annoying it is that the one person i want to call right now is you.... made even more annoying by the fact that i absolutely can't -
boys and songs....hmm
i always think of certain boys when i hear certain songs, so i decided to start making a list of the songs i associate with different boys... could make interesting reading, who knows ( Read more... ) -
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well i'm done with you. completely done. you didn't realize that was your last chance to make things better and you didn't. you didn't respond at all. it was like talking to a brick wall. its far too emotionally stressful for me to keep caring about you, so i'm just not going to anymore. good luck trying to get back where you were with me. ( Read more... ) -
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why do people call and hang up before the first ring is done.... CALL BACK! -
random things on my mind...
I have really nothing important to write. I just am sitting alone in the dorm doing nothing. Its very sad being alone on break. I just finished watching "Extreme Makeover: Home Edition" and am now watching "Desperate Housewives". I don't feel bad watching tv tonight because I spent four hours cleaning my room today. I did a MAJOR fall cleaning ( Read more... ) -
why can't i yell at you??
i'm angry at you ( Read more... ) -
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so i just went back and reread some old entries and so much has changed. its amazing to see my emotions fluctuate and how much i remember what even the most cryptic entries are about. it also made me very sad to think that reason behind some of the happiest and some of the saddest posts is no longer involved in my life... i'm still not sure how i ( Read more... ) -
and the night's the hardest time, 'cause the doubts run through your mind...
i never used to be this weak ( Read more... )
