I just want to live close to my friends, I want to feel included and loved and wanted. it's IMPORTANT to me, and it's really hard to feel so on the outside so much of the time, which is how I feel now. And I don't know why.
I don't *think* I'm a bad person. I don't *think* I'm annoying or irksome. I try to be there for people. I try to just be a good friend. But for all that trying I don't know if I lack social skills or what--I just feel on the outside a lot.
I want you to live close by too. I totally cleared out this spot under my bed, you can live there if you want! I might even be able to clear out my second closet. *hugs* You know I'm just a 'ping!' or an e-mail away.
hey, you're important to me! Our lunches are seriously one of the best parts of my week. I need some sarcastic humor at least once a week to hold me over.
That being said, I can't do lunch tomorrow... :( I'm pretty sure Mondays are the only day I can. :( :(
Well, once a week sounds do-able, if not fantastic. I'll plan to start hanging out at the UC after econ lab. Except this coming Monday of course, since there's no school.
That's exactly why I don't IM anyone anymore (except Sujin on occasion, because she almost always answers). That happens to me all the time. Seriously, why are people online and listed as "available" if they can't or won't talk? [/rant]
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I feel that way a lot. Although, strangely I've had quite a bit of social interaction during the past few days. Mentioning to your female friends that you need to go clothes shopping seems to have that effect.....
One thing I will say though--iChat has a tendency to un-do my away message if I look at the computer. I don't know if AIM does it too, but a lot of times I think I'm away when I'm really not.
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I just want to live close to my friends, I want to feel included and loved and wanted. it's IMPORTANT to me, and it's really hard to feel so on the outside so much of the time, which is how I feel now. And I don't know why.
I don't *think* I'm a bad person. I don't *think* I'm annoying or irksome. I try to be there for people. I try to just be a good friend. But for all that trying I don't know if I lack social skills or what--I just feel on the outside a lot.
I want you to live close by too. I totally cleared out this spot under my bed, you can live there if you want! I might even be able to clear out my second closet.
*hugs* You know I'm just a 'ping!' or an e-mail away.
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That being said, I can't do lunch tomorrow... :( I'm pretty sure Mondays are the only day I can. :( :(
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Except this coming Monday of course, since there's no school.
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[hugs]
I feel that way a lot. Although, strangely I've had quite a bit of social interaction during the past few days. Mentioning to your female friends that you need to go clothes shopping seems to have that effect.....
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Funny, mentioning to my female friends that I need to go shopping leads to "Let's go!", which is exactly why I *don't* mention it.
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