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[maelstrom15]

i wrote some tonight because i kept thinking up random lines in my head. eventually they all evolved into some sort of character sketch/rant.

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[deadonarrival]

i think its hard (for all of us) to be our own drug b/c the majority of the population depend on other people/things to get us through. its not a good thing but its all we know, in a way. and on a personal reference: i don't know what love is anymore.

[maelstrom15]

well speaking in terms of love, the purest forms of it (i think) have been instances of the lovers in question loving themselves first. i also think in a way loving yourself IS being your own drug. Because as i said, a lot of people dream of love. a lot of people also dream of drugs. lol.

i'm not sure anyone does.

[quebec_poutine]

That shirt is fucking tight man, and lately I've been fearing airplanes, because of the crash in Toronto with the airfrance. They all survived but maaaan, that shit is horrid.

[maelstrom15]

:), thanks.
all this time in europe has forced me to adapt to european fashion. lol.

i don't know why, but i always seem to write about airplanes.

[___alameda]

I know what you mean about smoking in random places. when I went to the concert with Genie and eamon and some other people, it was an indoor venue with absolutely no smoking. Eamon lit a cigarette. Lol.

I would think you were talking about Gen when you talk about love but you're using past tense, so who was it? Me, Maria? Anyway.

I think love is a drug, too. But much better than the others because when you're truly in love it never goes away. It hurts, but I mean. Take Andy, for example. I'm at the point where I'm finally over him, and I'm happy for him. And I wouldn't want to erase anything that happened with him for that year. He was my first love.

AND finally, I love your shirt that you're wearing.

[maelstrom15]

i probably should have mentioned this, but like this piece turned out to be some smorgasborg of opinion. some of it applies to me and some of it doesn't. i'm planning to compile all of this into a larger thing called "under the influence."

i like it too. that's why i bought it. lol. i think my dad is going to let me buy a pair of diesels soon, so im happy about that too.

[bettermovefast]

that shirt is so french. i love it.

[maelstrom15]

usually shirts bought in france are pretty french.

[unbuttoning]

ooh, i read, and liked, a lot.

[maelstrom15]

thank you miss. im glad more people are reading.