SO seeing i'm a high school student, people are too uptight to higher you. bastards. i hope wendy's burns.. fine i don't want to work there anyways. mc. donalds on the other hand.. that place is a complete pigsty, and the employees are rude and moody. oh yeah.. that's all i need is to be working with people acting all bitchy, b/c they don't want to ( Read more... )

omfg i hate living at this fucking house!!!!!!!!!!

So I finally did what I needed to do for myself for 2 months. Finally some closure that I've serverly been needing. I feel indescibable, yet at so much more peace. I know what I want more than anything.. yet.. I don't know what he wants or even how he feels anymore ( Read more... )

uuuuugggghhhhhh i need sleep. i didn't go to bed til' 4 this morning, b/c anna couldn't sleep so she called me and i kept her company on the phone(aren't i nice). then i got woken up by my mom 8:30ish in the morning to go job hunting. we went to atleast 15 different places. i'm pooped and i have alot of apps. to fill out. joy that shall be fun. we ( Read more... )

man i'm tired of waiting around the house hoping the phone will ring, and it being k-mart offering me the 2nd interview(b/c u have to go to two interviews to get the job). i feel like i'm wasting me time sitting here waiting, yet i don't want to miss the call.. if that ever comes. i want this job so bad. it's perfect for me. i'm so tired, and i ( Read more... )

shit!!! i can't keep one fucking journal that says how i really feel. wtf ever. actually i don't even know why i'm updating this.. or updating it ever. it's useless and it's not like it can make matters better. i'm better off leaving all the shit i feel in my head. words can't help solve my problem, only actions can this time. so screw this journal ( Read more... )

i'm bored. you bored? because i'm o' so bored and tired. humm.. all i've manage to do today is.. nothing. i came home around 10 something this morning. went right to sleep when i got home. work up around 2. went and saw the new car.. then me and my parents went out to eat at Bob Evans. i had the chicken fried steak w/ mash potatos and french fries ( Read more... )

so last night was the most fun i've had in a while. i got to see 5 friends of mine who i haven't saw much of since school ended. so that was really awesome. my parents are out looking for a new car. my mom said that they got a loan that's big enough to buy a new car. so whoot. i was supposed to go with them, but i decided to fall asleep instead ( Read more... )

I wrote this in my Blog for MySpace also ( Read more... )

yep. so i went to a few places(k-mart,kroger,wendys) to pick up a few applications. they're the closes places walking distance, so umm.. i HOPE i get one. this really cool woman that works at wendy's said that i probably would have to work 3rd shift((something-2 A.M)) ummm yea like i'm gonna walk in COLUMBUS in the middle of early morning/ DARKNESS ( Read more... )