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My life is basically just studying and dying of heat because Arizona is a terrible place.
Im getting 4 teeth pulled on Monday and I'm also starting to have a minor panic attack about reporting to my first real unit. -
Like the life you're living
Still going through my Lyme treatment, doxycycline is awesome in that it's inexpensive and effective but it does NOT agree with my stomach. On the other hand, being nauseous and unable to keep most things down has helped with my over eatting habits. In PT news, I've been working out minimally twice a day for the past month or so -in the mornings ( Read more... ) -
Inhospitable
The hardest thing about being in the desert isn't the heat, or even the seeming desolation. It isn't the sand storms or the wind. It's the inability to look out at the nothingness and feel connected to everything. In the mountains, beside the sea, you can look out and see eternity reaching out, lapping at your feet in salty, windswept tendrils like ( Read more... ) -
back in the land of the living
Graduated BCT today, updating lj on my new ipad. Everything is shiny and nothing hurts (except the upcoming busride to ait)
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time to ranger up.
So. it's really down to the wire now, I leave tomorrow for Phoenix, and by Tuesday i'll be in boot camp. Excuse while I freak the fuck out and hyperventilate all over the place with my fear of failure.
feel free to post some motivational videos whilst i procrastinate doing laundry and packing <3 -
Hawaii five-0 2.14
live commenting 2.14 woooo
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New Years Random survey thing because my year in review is : hate arizona. joined army. the end.
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so im an Arizona resident, officially now. So there's that.
In other news my birthday is coming up quick and I just.. i'm not feeling it this year. I dont want to do anything, none of my friends are here in tucson and I just have this feeling the whole day is going to suck. Normally I go for drinks with Sar, but not being in California kinda makes ( Read more... ) -
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Actual conversation between me (dr_z), my boyfriend (dios), and our friend yuko (yukofelish):
(he sent me the following link: http://t.co/8JXIgqNT)
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the problem with feelings, really, is how very very hypocritical they can be. And so very many of them are rooted in old fears that spring up years after you thought you'd plucked them out for good.