i have some corrections to make

[magazinetragedy]

I have now realized that Patrick *balthis was not for me...It hurt me that i waited so long for him cause he asked me to wait cause "lindsay and I will eventually break up then we can be happy" I waited 5 months. I dont know why i held on so long when i knew we could never be fully happy cause someone would always be in the way

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[vacationxvacate]

its good that you are able to put all anger aside and actually think about why things happened, and how they happened, and maybe that they happened for a reason. thats really smart and mature of you, good job girl!
hopefully your newfound strength lasts, i hope it does. you and i are both becoming stronger, but then again, our lives have always been pretty paralell.
remember that i love you no matter what you do. we all have our mistakes and bad histories, and everyone has people that will try to bring them down. love yourself, mal. i love you, and so do enough people so that you dont have to worry about the people who dont. and as for patrick, he hurt you, and maybe youre in pain, but hes the one that lost. youre beautiful, babygirl, dont ever forget that.
<3Autumn

[magazinetragedy]

you made me cry.

[magazinetragedy]

this was also my very last post about patrick. lindsay and i are still going to be friedns...er um ...w/e we were but yeah patrick is in the past and thats where im going to keep him cause i dont like dwelling. this also isnt said to make people mad im justs aying it to be true. i dont want to talk or think about him because itll just bring back pain.
i have grown and learned yto much from everything he and i went through and it has made me a better person and so i intend on going on with my life as the better person i am and making something better out of the relationships to come.

[magazinetragedy]

you obviously cant get over patrick because you keep having posts about him your just a weak little girl

[magazinetragedy]

ive been writing about patrick cause we have had shit going on since 5 months ago and i wanted to write about it.

what a pathetic loser....

[anonymous]

I now feel like i should tell you all this shit. I think what you did to me was fucked up! I know that you "used" me for things and that you are you fake as hell. I know that you cheat and that you lie to get what you want. I think that and you are fucked up. I think that your journal is a crock a shit. Patrick used you, yes, and that is funny to me. Now you truley know how it feels to be used. I am glad we broke up, i could see you changing everyday i was with you even tho you said you wouldnt change for people and shit. I knew you were fake the first could days we started fucking around. I know you thought my tat was stupid and frankly i dont give a fuck. I didnt get this for you...or anybody else for that matter, i got it cause i wanted it. And i get what i want, i had you, i did you, and now i am through with you. hope you figure out who is writing this and if you havent already figured it out, i laugh at you. Anyways, Im through talking to you...

p.s-You bitch to much and you are an attention whore.

Re: what a pathetic loser....

[magazinetragedy]

ok first of all i broke up with you...so WE didnt break up i dumped your ass. second i never assumed you got the tattoo for me i just hated the fact that it was so stupid. you arent asian so why get an asian tattoo and "extreme"...please. and also i didnt like the sex thats why i acted so fake. it sucked and i hated it it was bad quality and you are nothing like a fucking porn star so get it out of your head and get off your little ego trip. you are so bitter and immature about us braking up...calling me bitch face...thats so immature youre 18 for christ sake you think someone your age would have the decency to just realize that we just werent meant to go out and lay off.

Re: what a pathetic loser....

[lifeless_tears]

YOU'RE A CROCK OF SHIT!!!

[anonymous]

haha fuck yeah who hasnt fucked her

[magazinetragedy]

and uh to you..."whos hasnt fucked her?" yeah lets see...ive only had sex with 2 guys so im guessing a whole lot of people...im not a fucking whore so stop saying i am.

[anonymous]

seriously, she hasn't fucked a lot of people so get off her fucking back. Plus when she did fuck the whole 2 guys that she did she was going out with them so it is not bad. Mallori, don't listen to them they are just stupis little people who want to make everybody else just as miserable as they are. Good luck with Carter! Coocookachoo.

[magazinetragedy]

thank you for defending me!! atleast someones on my side damn....coo coo ca choo girl...youre narly as shit!!

[magazinetragedy]

i dont see why you all are so fucking bitter. i never even treated you wrong i just realized that you werent the guy for me. i dont see why you all are being so immature you should just ecept the fact that we arent meant for each other and move on to your blonde bimbos!!! fuck you!

[magazinetragedy]

mallori just kill yourself and do the world a favor

[magazinetragedy]

thats pretty big talk for an anonomous person...but i have been consideirng it anyways so i guess since no one wants me around i will.

[magazinetragedy]

yay!!