scratch that. ativan fucking sucks. it made my friend freak out in a psychotic episode and it made me feel really weird too. So men are dicks im sorry. I love Josh forever, but calling me from Seattle and saying shit like he will be dedicated to me forever.. and then 5 seconds later telling me to shut my fuckin mouth, bitch... really fucks with my ( Read more... )

I realize why guys like younger girls. Because they want someone who hasn't already been emotionally tortured and scarred already. Fresh inexperienced meat. Girls who haven't seen a lot of dicks, so as not to constantly compare your member to 30 other dudes' packages. Girls who are impressionable, eager to please, not yet driven crazy by the ( Read more... )

There is a house down in new orleans ( Read more... )

Today I just want to take off and get really lost. I want to go away by myself without anyone around.. nobodies comments, opinions, death threats, etc. Just me and my thoughts. I'm having a really difficult time trying to stay put in one place. Its been 4 months and I already want out. I want to hop in the car and drive until I see state lines.. or ( Read more... )

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Things are different lately. I'm becoming increasing anti-social and closed off from the world. Is it possible to miss someone so much it makes you sick? I thought I was sick because I keep getting physically so ill, but I know its something else. If not, my nausea is stress-induced and solely from anxiety. Doctors in CA are way more concerned with ( Read more... )

Sleep. I want to stay in bed all throughout the day, no one bother me ( Read more... )

Wearing 5 inch stilettoes when you have to walk ANYWHERE is a bad idea.... They are dangerous enough as it is.. I just seriously had no idea we were going to be walking so much or I wouldn't have worn them. I wouldn't have worn hardly anything either. At one point in SF when we couldn't find the Shadow Lounge.. I had to walk barefoot on Folsom for ( Read more... )

You'll be given love You'll be taken care of You'll be given love You have to trust it, Maybe not from the sources you have poured yours maybe not from the directions you are staring at, Twist your head around it's all around you all is full of love all around you, All is full of love you just aint receiving all is full of love your phone is off ( Read more... )

You have the kiss of death and you want it so. I wish that I could just let you go. I can't keep living in fear of you. I just don't know what I am going to do. Breakdown, shoutout. (I wanna fight you!) Shattered dreams don't make for perfect memories. Seven screams don't make for perfect company. Days pass, weeks, months, years and you still feel ( Read more... )