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magdelein

Confess Your Secret

Nov 18, 2002 12:45

This has been going around LJ. People turn ON anonymous commenting (mine is already on) and turn OFF IP logging (I don't have it. Don't see the need for it) and then people post their confessions anonymously. I being the follower that I am have decided to give it a try ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 18 2002, 17:09:34 UTC

I have a horrible habit of liking guys mainly because I know they like me. If a guy likes me, it's like a drug. Bad bad if it happens with two at the same time.

anonymous November 18 2002, 18:02:07 UTC

I ... like you.

anonymous November 18 2002, 21:57:29 UTC

I used to do the two guys at a time thing but now I'm behaving myself.

anonymous November 19 2002, 07:32:52 UTC

Hey . . . I do that too! And it's hard to stop liking them for that reason and like (or not like) them for who they truly are!

anonymous November 19 2002, 07:31:47 UTC

One of my boobs is bigger than the other boob.

I have this warped mind. I'm always setting the stage for violence in it, complete with background music, sound effects, and cues.

nyyx November 19 2002, 10:24:46 UTC

everyone has one boob thats bigger than the other. mine is my left boob, which is good, b/c right handed boys will naturally pay more attention to that one, and thus think both boobs are larger than they actually are. hah.

I can't think of a secret. I haven't exactly been reserved about anything in my journal anyway. oh well.

magdelein November 19 2002, 11:06:32 UTC

It's all supppose to be anonymous, Emily!

um...
magdelein

anonymous November 20 2002, 15:00:16 UTC

Yes, but I'm talking DRAMATIC SIZE DIFFERENCE!!! Like, you can tell because one hangs down below my ribcage and the OTHER one hangs a bit below my first rib in my rib cage. I have a hell of a time adjusting my bra so you can't tell.

anonymous November 19 2002, 23:02:26 UTC

I had someone who cared about me once and lost her. I liked her and pursued her but when the chase was over lost interest. Things weren't going smoothly enough so instead of working things out I left her. I said things to her that I didn't mean to cause her to lose all feelings. After that I had a girl who I fell for but who didn't care about me back, another one who told me she loved me but cheated on me, and the last one dumped me after two weeks in when I thought everything was going fine. I saw her recently and the old feelings came back. She was a gem and I let her go but it's too late now to change the past.

This is so hard . . . I'm dying to tell who I am! anonymous November 20 2002, 15:25:16 UTC

I had someone who I was terrified of and I let him brainwash me into leaving my church, my old friends, my high school classes, and my acting/singing/academic career to become "immortal". I let him and his gang (who I wouldn't be able to recognize today even though I've tried, yet I do know that some have been murdered) throw me around and hurt my body sexually and make me strip in front of other people (although none would force intercourse vaginally because I was their "virgin sacrifice" ::rolls eyes::) and I let him convince me that he was the only one who would think highly of me. We broke up three times over the matter of a year and after it was finally over I regretted losing my identity so much that I had a nervous breakdown. When my mother found out she practically flew the state to get me away from it. I couldn't believe that someone that LOW on the food chain had ABUSED AND REJECTED ME and that I LET HIM. It's that rejection from four, almost five, years ago that fuels me to fuck up in all my relationships by being too ( ... )

anonymous November 23 2002, 07:09:18 UTC

i hate myself, i always have. a friend of mine convinced me that drugs would help me feel better. pot made me a nutcase, so i moved on to other types. then on a bad trip i tried to kill myself, only i could figure out what i was really doing and just ended up slicing the fuck out of my arms. i can't even kill myself properly. after being madly in love with someone for the past three years i was dropped on my ass with not a drop of warning. one day, it's you're so amazing, i love this time with you, the next day it was silence and i'm seeing someone else and i love her, but i'll still fuck around with you from time to time for the fun of it. i'm no longer a person, but a shell. i'm only here because i'm too much of a coward to die. i keep hoping i'll end up in a situation i can't get myself out of and everything will be over, sadly, nothing's happened yet.