It wont be much longer until the person who matters most to me will be close enough to hold me ...

How I've managed to sleep lately is beyond me ... though I'm sure when it's the day before he arrives I'll have to take something to calm my ass down ... or ... hopefully I'd be able to calm down even after taking anything ...

I was kinda freaking out ( Read more... )

I feel like a grade-schooler all over again ( Read more... )

Ugh ... my sleep has been shit for about a couple weeks or so, now ... Like ... I'll sleep for maybe four hours ... maybe a little more ... either I can fall asleep and get another hour in ... or once I wake up, I'm AWAKE. :D

And it's always SO FUCKING EARLY. And I don't feel rested at ALL. e.e;

Though a few days ago I was stressing out over my ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT.

They have ramune soda and Apollo Choco at Borders.  *weebuugasm*

Yes, I am terminally ill, lulz ... D:

I deleted that entry because I was just being lame.

I got to talk to him and everything got sorted out.

I went to go get Chinese food afterwords because I was too lazy to cook anything. Before I opened the fortune cookie I got with my dinner I had a feeling the fortune held significance to mine and Steve's situation and surprisingly enough it read:

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Well Saturday was awesome. Me and Kyla actually were able to spend a whole day together! 'Cause that cunt we work with did a double and actually never called her in so ... YAY! I spent so much money and I want to curl in a corner and cry.

I'm supposed to take my mom out to dinner today but she's being a nag about it ... that's just how she is, I ( Read more... )

Just as I thought, dad would whip out his "two way street" bit and revert everything around to make ME look bad when I tried to confront him about things. It set me off and I basically let him have it ( Read more... )

Hey, kids. I need your opinion on this.

So I was upset, lonely, and practically in tears when I call my dad the other night. I just wanted someone to listen to me ...

... And my dad is like ... "Oh well ... I'm busy slaying dragons on Everquest right now, can I call you tomorrow?"

Now ... should I -still- go to his birthday party on Saturday? Must I ( Read more... )

Onoes, it's so totally wrong, but I don't care. :D

Also: I got a webcam. Run for your lives.  xD

Ahh ... I am not looking forward to working six days in a row. I'm not looking forward to going up to see my dad ... well, it's not that I don't want to visit with him ... I just hate the fact I wont sleep for two days. Or ... not much ... I probably ( Read more... )

Well ... I have ... well ... HAD five days off in a row ... it's down to three now. I didn't do a damn thing for the first two days ... and I feel bad for that.

I NEED to do my spring cleaning ... but I am lazy ... D:

Steven got his package I sent today ... and it's funny because it was on easter and I had jellybeans in the box and I totally didn't ( Read more... )