"The day is done, and I'm havin fun. I think I'm dumb, or maybe just happy. I think I'm just happy."

[maggot42990]

tonight is my last rehab class. yay! tomorrow char and mike and i are gonna make friends w/ a nice bottle of smirnoff green apple vodka. mmmmm... mike and i are doing great. i really wuv him. hes a sweetheart. hes taking me out to dinner friday night. hehe *blushes* right now he has court to find out how much his probation fees are. i

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[strabery_gashes]

dude what are you in rehab for

[maggot42990]

i got suspended from school for possesion of and i was stoned. so they made me get into a rehab. now im on informal for 3 months. not bad punishement for getting caught at school! i got lucky.

[so_scream746]

:-)...yeah,pfft idk if he does i can sure ask though!!
yeah..im reallly reallly starting to dislike juston alot ,i wish i could punch him,imma get Justin and Jared and then cassi too-cos she wants to lol- and im guna punch him :-D..then justin and jared can step in haha..but cassidy said Trent would be "on our side" cos he like...does not hit chicks or somethin idk.
pfft..god i need to talk to you about all that shitt too..and jasper.
i wuv u

i love you,thank u so much,what would i do without u,

[so_scream746]

^^^
i new it would happen.goddamit..i hate getting screwed over,i always do stupid shitt afterwards. I wanna yell at him and kick his ass. Idk if its true even..but still. I mean..after u called him and hes like "i wasnt but whatever"..couldnt he have called me mebe??idk. I no u say i can do better..but wtf..if i can do better shouldnt i have a bf then?? and i kno u say i shouldnt be sad or anything..but i am and i have no clue why god dammit. well ill talk to u when u call me back

Re: i love you,thank u so much,what would i do without u,

[maggot42990]

im sorry mini. i know it hurts like a bitch, but hey, at least you didnt get attatched to him. at least this happened early in the relationship. hes an asshole, and you CAN do better. look at it this way, i went out w/ shitty guy after shitty guy and everyone always told me "you can do better anyway." i didnt believe it, but then, mike came along. and hes perfect. and now i know, i can and DID do better! it just takes a while sometimes. for some ppl, it takes years. almost everyone goes through all types of relationships before finding someone great. youll find someone you think works, and itll turn out horrible. *coughJUSTONcough* *coughOTHER JUSTINcough* those hurt the worst. and then there will be ppl who you just dont work w/. like for me that was jasper, and justen evans. i know it sux, and im really sorry, and i wish i could say something to make you feel better. but its going to hurt, its going to seem impossible, but its not. it just takes time, patience, and unfortunetly a lot of pain.

i love you