-FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND ( Read more... )

do u ever just feel completely overwhelmed with your emotions and everything and everyone for no reason? Fuck the world. Fuck everyone and everything. Fuck my mom, you manipulative bitch with your nose always in my business, leave me the fuck alone. fuck everyone at school, you loud, ignorant, selfish pricks. fuck everyone who i ever thought was ( Read more... )

merry christmas everybody. mine has been pretty good so far. i went to eriks dads house to eat and open presents. then i opened presents at my house. i got some cool stuff. i got a johnny cash cd, audioslave cd, johnny cash shirt, a tool hoody, the wall dvd and a led zepplin hoody. now im over at my grandpas house being bored cause its really ( Read more... )

the gorillaz rock.

All i have to say right now is that a 4 foot bong loaded with kind bud fucks you up.

guess wut peoples? i just talked to one of my best friends, jason, thats been locked up for over a year. he was in woodward forever and we used to write every week, but then he just stopped writting back. i figured he was either mad at me or got transferred and i would never hear from him again. but he called me tonight. hes on independent ( Read more... )

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so whats some real bullshit, i guess cassie and mike called erik the other day. they were bitching at him, saying i had called mikes dad trying to find him. ok, first of all, i havent called that house since the beginning of summer when i was calling dan to find out if he was having a party. second, why the fuck would i be trying to get ahold of ( Read more... )

...DRUGS ( Read more... )

yesterday was erik's birthday. he got off probation and they didnt even make him drop. he has his papers now and everything. so yesterday we had a lot of fun. we hung out with a bunch of his friends. then i went w/ him to get his tattoo. for those of you who havent seen it, its awesome. its a tidal wave that rolls into a skull. so now that ( Read more... )

Last wednesday i had sergery to remove pre-cancer cells from my cervix. goddamn it sucked. and now im hurting everywhere, like when you get really bad cramps. my lower back is killing me. and...heres the worst part...no sex for Rachael and Erik for...wait for it ( Read more... )