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[maggotmikey]

I cant stand this misery I put myself through. Why cant I just be happy with myself and move on. Why is it that I live in the past and try to cling on to what ever made me happy. Whoever I try to be with either cant stand me or wont because of someone one I have already been with. Am I bound to live and unhappy life for ever and why is it that

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[jeedai]

Mike, I would really like to listen and to try to help. But, I have a feeling that you won't let me.

[la_stella]

i agree ^ you just seem more distant lately? you don't act as lovable, don't run up to me for hugs anymore, and etc. and as the girlfriend of the mr. jon auger you trust so much (and i'm glad) you should know that i'll alwayyyys be here to listen too. if you ever need to vent out just call me, you know my number.

and we're going to make cookies someday with giant reeses cups in them!

ps- you have been cordially invited to a dress up dinner my friends, jon, and i are having sometime, if you'd like to attend :]

♥caity

[xoxoshibbyoxox]

"You just cant help. I wont let you. Until later...."

see, thats it right there. You have to help yourself in order to let people help you. Meaning, you have to initiate the fact that you need help with something, then LET someone help you. You might not be happy because you cling onto what makes you happy in the past. But, what made you happy in the past, is gone, so it makes you feeling sad instead of comfortable.

And if you wanna talk, Just give me a call.

[wamba0517]

well, if you think that you need to get away for a while, why dont you come down here after you graduate??? you CAN do whatever you want here, and there is nobody to stop you!!!