Terrible grief.

[maggsish]

I just found out that T had died. I keep writing things and backspacing. I thought I was prepared for this possibility. I knew she'd certainly never give me warning. I'm so worried about C. I wish I had telephoned. I wish there were something I could do now.

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[alrielira]

Ven just let me know and I'm the same way. I knew it was a possibility, but that and reality of it happening are such two very different things. She'll leave a hole in a lot of people's lives.

[maggsish]

Thanks for the comment. And glad to see you around again. I'm not the sort who usually chases people down to keep in contact. Maybe that needs to change.

[uneide]

*tight hug* I'm sorry hon, I found out yesterday. I don't think you're ever prepared. Ugh. I don't know what to say. *huuuuuuugs*

[maggsish]

Thank you. *s*

[pky]

I'm so sorry. It seems such a terribly unfair thing to happen! I hope you'll be all right, dear.

[maggsish]

I'll be okay. I have very little complain about, all things considered. I should be terribly grateful on a daily basis for what I do have. It's just the self-hatred for letting lack of internet draw me out of contact with T. And now it's too late to do anything about it. But the regret will likely fade too quickly. I'll be fine. *sighsmile* And as soon as we figure out whether we have to move is as soon as I'm making plans to get internet back!