im back at cause we got evicted from the apartment which in my case i was just like thank god, i was getting ready to leave anyways. casie was driving me nuts and what a fucking bitch, she is way to all about her self and high strung and im just to laid back. calvin is back on pay roll at chapman and took a bunch of money out of his 401k, and it ( Read more... )

last night at working fucking sucked, i was working by my self again for the second time this week and im starting to get fucking tired of that shit, night shift is supposed to be laid back but not here it like a whole new place when the sun goes down fucking sarah for not coming in cause now all i am is pissed the fuck off and tired. i spent the ( Read more... )

Adam has come and left today. he was so awesome and i am ready to see him again there was nobody else in this world that would have rather set at that korn concert with, which by the way was totally awesome to. could have been the company too but i still had a blast.i have decided that calvin has until the 21st of next month to get his shot ( Read more... )

yeeeppppppppiiiieeeeee okay so Adam will be here in like 12 hours and im not going to get any sleep for the nest 3 days hold shit but o well maybe i will get to party like rock star for change.

there has been many things that i have dont in the parking lot of walmart but over the weekend calvina and i about 3 in the morning were in the fishing and camping stuff cause we ran out of hooks and weights for our fishing poles and i ended upi giving him head. hahahahah

mom is pissing me off, i asked if calvin could come and stay the night and she said no, of course and then i asked if she was going to get mad at me if i go there(cause mom always gets mad about it) well she said i dont care what you do you can go support him for all she cares. then walking away all super pissed off and stuff she yells out ooooo ( Read more... )

its going to be my bday in like 3 minutes, turning 22 finally. ronnie kissed me tonight out in front of his house, i didnt know what to be like or even what to say. i have already told calvin and so far he is taking it better than i am. i still love him very very much.

I wake up with blood-shot eyes ( Read more... )

just got off of work of course and i am ready to get in my pjs but i dont want to take my clothes off cause i can still smell calvin on my skin from the night we had. hmmmm anyways im off in my own little dream land which is perfect

MY BOOBS HAVE GOTTEN SO BIG THEY NO LONGER FIT IN MY BRA!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH SWEET.

calvin is leaving for Big Springs today and i dont know when he is coming back. i already miss him to much or maybe not enough