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[magic_of_music]

how do you block the thought of death out of your mind?
-panic attacks
-crying myself to sleep
-telling myself/the world that it's not fucking fair
-heart beat gets faster like a fucked up adrenaline rush
-wornsening insomnia

i don't know what else to say. I feel so fucked up right now.
Am i the only one reacting this way?

Comments

[imageniooous]

hey julia i didn't know you had an lj (what a terribly insensitive thing to say considering your post)!
oh, now for my rant about your post...
you don't block the thought of anything from your head cause then that's bad (i phrased that wonderfully). why does death scare people so much? well, feel better < 3