What...

Dec 18, 2005 07:16

Meitantei... I...

You... kissed me... Why... But... I thought... was so sure... you and me.. just friends...

But... then you kissed me...

Was I wrong, meitantei? Did I screw up figuring you out again?

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new_one_truth December 18 2005, 14:30:08 UTC
I....those feelings....how could they go away..? I, always....but after all those things, you didn't seem to, so....I tried to be only friends, I did, but I couldn't help myself....

I'm sorry....I didn't mean to mess everything up again....and we were doing so well too, but I just couldn't wait anymore....I'm sorry....

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magic_thief December 18 2005, 14:49:25 UTC
I just thought you didn't ever want that... that it was just me and you being polite... and you got so upset afterwards... I didn't want to ever make you feel that way again... so stopped... pretended I didn't want it..

But, oh... I did... with everything in me... every touch was torture because all I could think about was kissing you again... but never wanted to stop since it was all I thought I could have...

So, please... don't be sorry, you didn't mess up anything... I would have told you last night, but you ran off.

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new_one_truth December 19 2005, 14:13:05 UTC
How could I never want that? Didn't I....didn't I say I liked it and was happy the first time? I just....wasn't prepared for it yet, that's all.....

You don't have to hold back. I....don't mind. because....I...really...um...I...Ireallylikeyou.

I just thought I'd screwed everything up again....that you just wanted to be friends again but I kept always wanting more....I'm sorry for running, but I....was scared....

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magic_thief December 19 2005, 17:31:59 UTC
But... I just couldn't believe that... not after everything that happened right afterwards. You were so broken and all I could think was that I had done that to you, by pushing you for something you really didn't want.I swore that night I found you that I would never do anything to you again that would cause that... I couldn't take that risk again, not with you.

I'm glad, though, because I don't think I'll be able to stop touching you once I start... And I really like you too, you know... if that hasn't been rather blatently apparent by now....

It's okay, you didn't screw up anything... and I do want to be friends, but... I just want to be so much more than friends too. So, we're fine, I think... and as long as I get to be with you, get to kiss you without the worry or the guilt or the distrust or dishonesty, then you'll make me the happiest person in the world, meitantei.

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