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Tomorrow: Painting in my house, guy comes to install the floor in my kitchen, drive Erin and Kenny to Dulles airport, come home and cook/make food for my get together--my mom, aunt, MIL, 2 bridesmaides and "daughter" are coming over to help me do invitations for the wedding
.PAST.
-first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Schwartz
-last word you said: too
-last song you sang: "don't worry... about a thing.. cuz every little thing.. is gonna be alright.." it was on DC101
-last thing you laughed at: a patient at my office.. I was gonna develop his bwx (x-rays) and asked Nat to give me a paper towel (I dry them off before I develop them).. and he asked why and I said "because they're JUICY!" and he looked me like I was a freak--he was 11. So later on they take a pano on this kid and Dr. Kiki asks Nat to check on his "big picture" and he goes "No... my big JUICY picture" and Dr. Kiki looks at him like "what the fuck did you just say?" haha.. it was a trip..
-last time you cried: yesterday
.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: MTV Celebrity Deathmatch soundtrack cd
-what color socks are you wearing: white
-what's under your bed: sketch pad and portfolio and probably some dust monsters
-what time did you wake up today: 6 AM
.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: dental assistant.. possibly dental hygienist one day
-where are you going to live: California.
-how many kids do you want: 2.
.CURRENT.
-current hair: dark brown
-current clothes: glasses, aquamarine medical scrubs, white work shoes
-current jewelry: my engagement ring and matching necklace (18KT gold, peridot stone and there are also diamonds on the necklace), a horseshoe barbell in my "special piercing", and a horseshoe barbell in my cartlidge
-current annoyance: my computer is making a really high pitched noise.. sounds kind of like our pano machine
-current smell: nadda
-current longing: to be tangled in bed with Mike.. and no, that was not a sexual reference.. just ya know, tangled in the sheets cuddling and keeping each other warm because quite frankly, I'm tired as crap and freezing my ass off
-current desktop picture: Mike from about 4 or 5 years ago
-current favorite music artist: not an artist.. but I've been into really mellow music lately.. music you could just lay and chill out to.. not sexual, not music to get you pumped or angry or classicly inclined.. just chill out and drink some lemonaide or something
-current book: alot
-current worry: how the fuck I'm gonna get everything done tomorrow
-current hate: how freezing it is in here
-story behind your username: Sam made this account for me waaaaaaaaay back in the day
-current favorite article of clothing: my size medium scrubs.. most comfortable clothes I will ever wear.. not very flattering but comfortable
-favorite physical feature on a boy: those lines on anyone's hips.. not the hip bones but the little lines above them.. ugh.. can we say *cream*??
-one person you wish was here right now: derr.. now let me think.. Mike!
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: I don't remember
-i am happiest when: laying in bed with Mike snuggling
-i feel lonely when: no one is gone
-favorite authors: I plead the fifth
-do you think too much: so I'm told.. Mike is always telling me to calm down and to "stop obsessing"
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: eh.. don't really have a preference, I guess.
-famous person you have met: Chamikwa Holdsclaw--Mystics (basketball team for the WNBA), Luke Niknair (films alot of the discovery channel documentaries, etc), some other models.. I forget alot of their names
-do you have any regrets: I suppose everything I've gone through is a learning experience, or something like that..
-sex or love: depends on the mood
-favorite coffee: Cafe Mocha
-favorite smell: perfume and cigarettes
-what makes you mad: ignorance
-favorite way to waste time: working
-are in currently in love/lust: love
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: good crazy or bad crazy? I plead the fifth again
-any bad habits: fidgeting, biting my lip
-do you find it hard to trust people: depends
-bath or shower: shower.. mmm.. *good memories of Mike*
-favorite season: any warm season on the west coast, and on the east coast--spring
-favorite color: a few of them
.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: psh.. only God knows..
-do you wear a watch: no, I use my big ass dinosaur cell phone
-favorite pants color: jeans
-most expensive item of clothing: me? expensive clothing? um... if you tally it up.. most of my money has either gone into underwear or shoes.. or maybe scrubs.. ah.. who knows?
-most treasured: my boots.. we've just been through too much together.. walking the street of O-side and dying cuz of the heat and clubbing and dancing with gay men and going to DC and my dad calling me a hooker.. ah.. good times.. hahha
.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: friends? you mean the ones who don't see me? or the ones who don't talk to me?
-what do they tend to be like: I dunno
-can you count on them: not really
-can they count on you: Well since the only reason alot of them call me is when they want a ride somewhere.. lately, it has been no. I don't mind giving people rides but when that is the ONLY time you call me, then that is what really pisses me off.
.LAST.
-last book you read: spiritual books
-last movie you saw: I watched "Uptown Girls" last night
-last movie you saw on the big screen: fuck, I don't remember.
-last show you watched on tv: "Bruce Bruce" do stand-up comedy on Comedy Central
-last song you heard: I don't know
-last thing you had to drink: grapefruit juice
-last thing you ate: salad
-last time you showered: this morning
-last time you smiled: when I was hanging with my brother
-last person you hugged: I don't remember
-last person you talked to online: uh.. was it Matt B. a few days ago? I don't really talk online much
-last person you talked to on the phone: Mike
.DO YOU.
-smoke: trying to quit
-do drugs: No
-drink: Rarely
-sleep with stuffed animals: not anymore
-read the newspaper: everyday
-have any gay or lesbian friends: Yep
-believe in miracles: define miracle. I believe incredible things happen but not because "God" made it happen. People create "miracles".
-consider yourself tolerant: Sometimes
-consider police a friend or foe: Depends on the situation
-like the taste of alcohol: eh
-believe in astrology: absolutely
-believe in magic: no
-pray: yes, but not to a typical God.
-go to church: No
-have any secrets: yes
-have any pets: Max--cat, Rosie--cat, Leo--dog, Gilbert "Gil"--Betta fish
-go or plan to attend college: went and dropped out for awhile
-talk to strangers: Sometimes
-have any piercings: had a bunch--both ear lobes pierced three times, left tragus, right cartlidge, both nipples, belly button, clit hood, but I took most of them out.. but I will be getting more done
-have any tattoos: none yet
-hate yourself: used to
-wish on stars: jokingly yes
-like your handwriting: I suppose..
-believe in witches: I guess you could say that, but I'm not one of them.
-believe in ghosts: yes
-believe in santa: he's just a fictional pedophile pervert that parents make up to scare their kids into staying in bed while they put presents out for their spoiled brats to wake up to in the morning.
-believe in the easter bunny: no
-believe in the tooth fairy: I am the tooth fairy
-have a second family: my in-laws are all part of my family.. they are "second" anything
-sing in the shower: when the feeling strikes and the music in my head is loud enough to drown out the noises of that poor kitty being killed