Arg. silly silly westfield. silly people who dont pick up their fones

tryin to get into phish tomorrow night. Lee got in tonight (lucky boy)

i have to pee.

im frustrated so i lost my train of thought about what i was going to write...so now this sucks.

today i went into manhatten with my madre to go out to lunch with a friend of ours, Solo. our discussions were interesting, a bit of politics, race relations, africa, and a deceased friend of ours.  New York is unlike any other place, and i love walking around and just looking, taking in the people and places which are so colorful. its a wonderful ( Read more... )

yesterday was long. and despite a lot of things, it went as well as it could have, i think. it was hard, and i did a lot of thinking and crying. seems like ive done a lot of those 2 things lately....

i am no longer attached, no longer a girlfriend with a boyfriend. i am just a lady, with friends, if any. and hopefully, my old bf will someday be my ( Read more... )

life wears you out. its got me feelin' a bit worn and torn.

the dead are amazing, absolutely amazing.

i got a part time job, my parents are still away.....and....im alive?!

i am tired yet awake. feeling thoughtful, content yet not, a bit lazy yet desirous of life and action. i feel successful yet not...i wish i could just get my philosophy shit done and be done with the whole mess. i have put my mind in a different mode it seems, i'm off...for real.

once i have this done i will feel a lot better. and that means in ( Read more... )

roman and i just went on a little cruise in his car to chill out and have a smoke. one thing i really enjoy is the conversations we have. immediately digging into the good stuff, ideas and all. we talked about education, religion, and most of all death. so many other related topics...

death is odd....we really know nothing about it, yet the word ( Read more... )

well...today is a new day. i woke up at 7 something then felt it necessary to sleep more. i feel very good about yesterday/last night. i had an  enjoyable day..of sunbathing, bridge jumping (yippie!) chillin with friends, seeing Roman's music performed and getting to enjoy all the other music, and then just spending the night listening to some nice ( Read more... )

No more classes! HAHAHAHAhahahha Ya!! This is most thrilling...and now i have just a few loose ends to tie up, things to finish and turn in, 1 exam to take. Wow am i ever glad. I am so shocked that the year is over, already my first year of college done. where does the time go?

So far, i have no clue what i will do this summer. Whoa there, i ( Read more... )

where to begin. yesterday was Solarfest, a beautiful and magical day of music, art and peace culture, created right here at UNH. i spent the entire day outside in the hot sun, enjoying good company and beautiful music. it was all free, and the music really was unbelieveable. one group had such a positive, empowering message, with really eclectic ( Read more... )

Well, do i ever have way to much work to do..and you see me here, sitting at my computer not doing it! success is mine!

today i went to fill out study abroad paperwork, and they told me to come back tomorrow and do it. booo :/

i have so much work to do for the next 2 and a little more(almost 3 i guess) weeks. but then, it will be over, and i know ( Read more... )