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[magicnme]

I feel like I've been neglecting my personal journal a little.

Recipe success this week on the Veggie Bean Soup and Honey Mustard Chicken front. Vienna Teng concert tomorrow night!

There's been a lot going on for me in the "Things I need to wake up and accept about myself / understand about why I have certain coping mechanisms / grow out of bad life

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[anonymous]

I don't think they really care anymore, and truthfully it hurts. I do so much for them, and one thing I ask them to do, they can't even do it for me.

[magicnme]

I'm sorry. That really sucks...when you pour so much of yourself into people who stop giving back. :(

[anonymous]

I never got anything to begin with...and thats fine, cause I don't think I ask for much or anything at all...but it was just one simple thing. I don't think they realise how bad they hurt me, considering all they do is worry about themselves. If I dare bring up something they have yet to do, they pull the victim card. "I'm sorry", "I'm so worthless", etc.

Its just...wearing me down. I don't know what to do, cause I really love them too.

[magicnme]

I understand that's...yeah. Really really frustrating. When the people you love are the ones dragging you down with that kind of...yeah.

Try and find some little things that revitalize your happy factor. And assert yourself because you're worth it, despite how insanely hypocritical advice this is.