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[magikalfaerie]

my probation was extended for 3 more months. I don't get an increase in pay. my job is on the table. my preformance review is wednesday. i haven't had this much anxiety for a while now. i feel like a total failure. anyone have an ativan or anything? fuck. i just bought a 1000 dollar tv. without the raise i was expecting. my hours are being cut. i

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[ophelia_is_dead]

oh sweetheart, i'm so sorry about this!

i want you to read what i'm typing. just because your probation has been extended, it doesn't mean they're going to fire you. they would have done that already if they didn't see something there. i want you to take 3 second inhales and then exhale for 5 seconds. i want you to keep doing that until you're feeling a little more calm.

do you want me to call you?

just because things aren't going well there, it doesn't mean you have to do something you hate.

did they give you feedback as to why your probation is being extended? if they did, do you understand it? if they didn't, they're fuckers and you need to leave there.

[ophelia_is_dead]

shit, i just realized that i missed you by 10 minutes. i'm sorry =( i want you to let me know if you need me, ok? i have to go to bed now, but i should be around most of tomorrow. *hugs tightly*

[magikalfaerie]

maybe we could hang out soon? i'm working at 3 tomorrow... but i really need a hug and someone who understands some of this anxiety... you know... thank you so much though. you're such a good friend *hugs*

[devoidofthought]

Everything OID said is true. You are awesome Heather. And incredibly brave. Not many people choose the field you do. Not many people could do it.
You can do it. And you will excel.

I am always here to lend an ear or hugs...