OK, I know I totally joke all the time about how I used to have the sex drive of a 13 year old boy. But after getting it back after not having it for 3 freaking years, how the fuck do people go about their grown up lives like this? I mean, I literally can't get through the entire day without constantly having to repress myself. I just had to squeeze my fists so tight my nails cut into my hands and bled because I was practically on the verge of going off because I had an errant thought about something that happened over a decade ago. A freaking, 3 second, momentary aside, goddamnit. I mean, I love not feeling like a numbed up zombie lately, but this is getting fucking ridiculous. How the hell did I ever get anything done?!?
ending my rant.