Comments | magiksreal: letting it out.... again.

magiksreal

letting it out.... again.

Oct 04, 2003 01:54

I am so sick of this painful burden I have inside my heart and soul. I want to let it out but..... it hurts so much to open the flood gates ( Read more... )

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thanks... magiksreal October 4 2003, 20:27:02 UTC

I'm a little better now, that submission was done last year, but reading it still brings up strong memories and feelings...

I don't know what to say or what to think myself most of the time, but being able to vent about it every once in a while is very helpful to me...

thanks for caring though...

hearttothecore October 3 2003, 23:37:28 UTC

I can't help but notice how it seems you think God has done you wrong, and caused you pain. Have you read the book of Job? if not, it's time to, if you have, it's time to again. I think you might relate to him in certain ways, and it should give you reasurrance in God to know that He will do good in your life, He is righteous and true.

I'll be praying for you :)

magiksreal October 4 2003, 20:41:24 UTC

actually the book of Job is something I've gotten very familiar with the past few years ( ... )

hearttothecore October 6 2003, 20:47:34 UTC

I read all of that, but that was 2 days ago, why didn't I just reply then? I don't know, but now I'm too tired to read it so I'm just going to say:

I know things will get better for you even though sometimes you feel like it won't and I'll continue to pray for you.

justfor_tonight October 4 2003, 22:07:13 UTC

I remember somewhere in Job it says something to the effect of, "God gives and God takes away, let his name be praised." That phrase has had a lot of meanings in my life.

Your article was amazing.. and very touching.

thanks magiksreal October 5 2003, 00:48:48 UTC

sometimes I try to think of the lessons I've learned and am learning.

what I've learned in my life is to never take anything for granted, always tell people how you feel about them, and be honest, tomorrow might not ever come and that lie that you cannot live with will haunt your memory in death...

but most of all, love. love with everything you have until you have nothing left to give because that is what true love is, and it is a special gift to be treasured..... and protected.

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please don't magiksreal October 11 2003, 12:27:02 UTC

we all have crosses to bear, this was just me letting out a little of my steam.

enough tears have been shed for this already.

besides, I don't want my troubles to burden anyone else, nor do I want to be treated with kid-gloves

I do thank you for your concern and compassion though, just so long as it's not pity.