to CINCINNATI friends. all others just skip over this one ( Read more... )

chicago is the most beautiful, amazing city in the contiguous United States. sorry cincinnati, you were fun, but kind of ugly. this is jsut totally different. lake michigan is so fuckin aweosme. i'm giong down to the beach in a little while to go read my book, and then i'll go running around northwestern, one of the most stunning campuses i've ever ( Read more... )

well, it would seem that i never update. but just when you thought you could delete me... SURPRISE. so i'm sitting here in sub-livable conditions in this house belonging to family friends (with whom we're staying before we move to chicago). i say sub-livable for several reasons, of which are ( Read more... )

well basically, this is one of the sadder endings at the brevard music center. i thought after all these summers that i would get used to it, or at least realize that it's not the end of the world. it's so sad that i only got to be with all of y'all for 6 and a half weeks. i really hope that everyone keeps up with me, cause that's really not ( Read more... )

if you were to die right now, would it be ok?

How much of what we do determines who we are? Are my actions compeltely responsible for whether someone likes me or not? Even if I do something or believe something that someone else completely disagrees with, does that mean that person can't be my friend? How much do my beliefs and actions play a role in my personality? These are all things I ( Read more... )

je me sens nostalgique a ce moment la, comme toutes les choses se passent devant mes yeux. chaque temps que je regarde quelque chose, je pense, "je ne le verrai jamais encore." c'est comme toutes les feuilles des arbres tombent dans un instant d'autumn, et il n'y a qu'arbres nus, l'hiver. j'en pense tout le temps, en marchant dans les couloirs, en ( Read more... )

well basically UGH FUCK GOD DAMNIT SHIT. i can't play this stupid fucking piece right. i'm trying to make a recording of this piece for my audition for the Chicago youth symphony, and if it sucks as bad as it does right now, i'm probably not even gonna get in. this is soo stressful. why can't i just stay here where i know that i could be principal ( Read more... )

so elyse, buddy, what was up with your contemplation? for some reason, when people are in those kinds of moods, it puts me into a bad mood. so today was pretty sucky. not to mention being completely blown off at lunch, elyse. you coulda at least acknowledged that i was your friend when eric came up. but whatev, i guess it doesn't really matter. ( Read more... )

alright, so i watched supersize me today, and i'm wondering about experiments and shit. so i'm gonna conduct my own. but first, i wanna talk about my theory ( Read more... )