I want to start lifting. I know I should, but it's hard to start. I can't afford to get a gym pass right now so I am going to lift at school. Melanie can't lift with me because her dad has her on this program at the police station. All my other friends aren't interested in lifting or don't have time. I need someone to lift with me because then they ( Read more... )

Day was going super. Went to church, did the whole baptism thing. Family time was great. THEN I went to work, God help me. I NEED A NEW JOB. If anyone knows of a position... receptionist preferrably... LET ME KNOW! Then I can be off on weekends and go to Jax when I want. I miss my Dawny baby ( Read more... )

Since work was extremley slow today, I got off early to see my family. My aunt and uncle are up from Kentucky for the baptism tomorrow. I love being around my family, it's something that means a great deal to me, until I'm there! I notice how much people can change. My uncle livesd in Kentucky for a few years and now he's so racist that I want to ( Read more... )

I dreamt about you last night. I haven't dreamt or thought about you in a while. I don't understand it. I wake up feeling so insecure and confused. It doesn't matter how the dream begins or ends... I still feel hurt. I don't want anything to do with you anymore, and I know the feelings the same. So why the dreams? It's not like something reminded ( Read more... )

I've had this fucking cold for almost a week now. I am miserable today. I missed school today. I was so disappointed in myself. Now I can't take the Friday off that Jason is here. =(

Plus I got Jason sick, I feel bad. I'm having a bad week. Grrrr...

I have to work tomorrow. I hope I'm feeling better.

The touch of your mouth and the heat of your breath, makes my whole body shake ( Read more... )

"Trying ( Read more... )

Friday I left the house at 1pm and got to Jax at 10pm. Jason came and got me and we went to the apartments. I was so happy to see him! We went to Dawns and said hi to her and John and the kids. We hung out for a while, Jason and John played a football game and Dawn and I went to Win-Dixie to get smokes and these "winners" told Dawn and I we looked ( Read more... )

JASON FUCKED UP MY PLANS! He got tickets for a game on Saturday... I was like FUCKER! You were suppose to stay home. He was like, why?? BECAUSE I WAS COMING TO SEE YOU, AND SURPRISE YOU!!

I can never have a surprise go right, EVER! GRRRRR!

But it's ok, I STILL get to see him!

:| I have school tomorrow... I actually have school tomorrow. Gawd that really really sucks. Senior year... After school, I have work. Starting off the best year of my life, right? Umm no. I'm going to be so happy when it's over. All the little kids.... I GET OUT AT 11:22! YEEEHHAAAAA ( Read more... )