Got a date tonight. Since I'm kinda talking to two guys... and they are John and Jon, the entries might get a little confusing. LoL. The one I think I like more is spelled JON, but I won't see him until this weekend. I really hope I see him then. The other JOHN, works with Mandi. She kinda got us talking. He is really good looking and all, I'm just ( Read more... )

I am waiting for a call. I hate waiting. Days seem like years when you really want something. Why didn't I get his number? I asked if he was interested and he said yes. LoL. I told him if he wasn't it was cool. I just wanted to hang out because we had a good time together up at the pool hall. He SEEMED like he really wanted to hang out again. He ( Read more... )

Sleepless night
Wondering why my mind won't stop going
Clock seems to be going faster tonight
I've had a really nice couple of days
But feeling very loney right now
Kinda makes me want to scream
Guess it's just one of those nights

Am I stuck in the Twilight Zone or something? SERIOUSLY

Happy Frikkin' New Year Everyone!

*AVRIL - WHY*

It couldn't be any better if I wrote it myself. It's exactly what I am feeling. Thanks Col! Love ya baby! I had a blast last night... and this morning... lol. Our drives kick ass.

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to ( Read more... )

FUCK.

WHY CAN'T I CARE ABOUT A MAN WHO TREATS ME NICE.

I really don't think I deserve half of the shit people say to me and do to me.

If I fell for a man who had his shit together and treated me right, I would be the happiest person alive. Because I KNOW I can treat someone right. Maybe I'm too nice to some people and that's why they walk all over ( Read more... )

We pretty much did our family Christmas today since my mom and Aunt had to work tomorrow. It was ok... my Uncle had to lose his temper though. Which ruined the whole day, but wasn't surprising ( Read more... )

Will I ever stop feeling like this?

NICKELBACK LYRICS ( Read more... )