Seeking Silence ( Read more... )

i came late to the meditation session because i got a frazzled email from melinda this morning and it FRAZZLED me and i had to deal with it right away. It was stupid cos i could have been on time but instead i prioritized this neurotic email. I really shouldn't let her creep into my life at 6 in the morning ( Read more... )

Let him kiss me with kisses of his mouth!
Your name spoken is a spreading perfume.

Your hair is like draperies of purple;
a king is held captive in its tresses.

if you find my lover--
What shall you tell him?
that I am faint with love.

I adjure you, daughters...
Do not arouse, do not stir up love
before its own time.

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i must be obsessed with poop. last night I dreamt that I was walking the streets of manhattan in search of a christmas tree. And I bought one and stored it in this port-o-john I was pushing through the city. Then I went inside the port-o-john with the christmas tree and took a HUGE HUGE dump, and got out and continued to push the port-o-john ( Read more... )

Nostradamus

Why it doesn't matter that the apocolypse is coming

Friend's Dead Son

Delicious, quick, fulfilling vegetables

song blockage

dreams for a room

my celebration of 30 days sober

puppy-waiting

So I had a dream that is relatively realistic, in that I did something that I'd kind of like to do. Which is bad mouth Charlie in public. I'm so ANGRY that I wasn't thanked for all the work I did, post-event. I didn't think I was THAT angry but I now realize i am AAAAAANGRY with a capital A. I'm angry I didn't get a bonus, or taken out to ( Read more... )

40 more minutes left in day 14. Tomorrow we arrive at day 15 of sobriety. It feels amazing-- to eradicate relationships predicated on booze. as i've said once and will say again ( Read more... )

so seeing as monday was such a successful day, I think I shall plan out/write down my schedule for tomorrow ( Read more... )

so tonight was rather special. in that i was sober ( Read more... )