I know that using song lyrics to express how you're feeling isn't really a deep way of presenting the thoughts that go along with everything you're experiencing...but..sometimes..the words don't match up...and nothing can say it better. I'm sure everyone who knows me and reads them will understand the different references and just how many current ( Read more... )

Been an interesting couple of days....I had a major Rocky Horror Picture Shwo overload over the weekend...seen a local production of the play, then went on halloween to see the movie/interactive play..it was alright. coulda done without some uncomfortability throuhgout the evening...and it kinda sucked that I had to study for a test when I got home ( Read more... )

Alrighty.so..it's saturday night..I'm just getting in from the bar...it was Andrew's birthday..was interesting...I had a few to many...rather clouded my judgement a bit i guess...I realized rather quickly why I don't bar-hop in Squamish..Take that as you will...Least I can say I only went home with Jill:)

Thought I'd take it again...just to see if maybe anything changed. It's amazing how much the order you choose a few colours can tell so much about yourself ( Read more... )

You ever get the feeling that you're being kept in the dark about something? Not neccessarily anything big..but in the dark none the less....well..I currently am having that feeling...not about what some people would think...those shadows are actually begining to recede...the visit I had today helped alot...No...this darkness is one that I think ( Read more... )

Ok...so I think I'm becoming more ok with everything....i dunno though..cuz moments I think I am..i tend to see something..or someone..and that ends that thought process. But yeah..a few things are starting to make a lot more sense in some aspects of my current life...becoming more clear then I ever thought they could be..kinda good...but sometimes ( Read more... )

So in the mix of trying to fix my now f'd up car, studying for the midterms that are begining to bear down on me, and sorting through the emotional roller coaster that has been the last month and a half of my life...it seems a moment of clarity has washed over me. I think I've figured out the difference between what I want and what I need...it's ( Read more... )

I can't seem to clear my head...everytime I think I have it all figuired out soemthing happens to change that. I know what's happening...I just can't quite figure out how I feel on it all...very little of it do I have any control over. It's sad really....I'm starting to wish I could figure out a way to seperate my head from my heart. I know that ( Read more... )

It seems life just cannot pause for 5 minutes for me...went back home for the long weekend for turkey dinner and what not which was alright. was nice not havin to think bout school or work or anything for a couple days, was much needed. I got a bit of insight into what's been going on I think with a couple of my elephants, I guess that's what ( Read more... )

To bad incredible pain has taken the place of them. Things didn't go as planned...in fact, they were far from how I hope it would be. Weird how deeply someone can betray you, especially when you think they never will. I've learned many things...the main one, trust your instincts....the second one...act on your instincts. The third...don't ever ( Read more... )