Hi there. Sorry things are tough for you right now, hun. Not sure exactly what it going on, (I have been somewhat mentally and physically absent lately, so I am sorry if I have missed something) but I wanted to let you know that I would like to keep you on my f-list. I find you in no way boring or insignificant, and I always look forward to your posts about your children and your life.
Hi sweetie. Thank you, I'm good, I promise...its all good....I'm ok. Ummm thank you for thinking me interesting enough to keep around....that means a lot. I promise I will not be insulted or hurt if you ever were to think otherwise and wished to remove me.
I'm glad to hear that you are good then, I have to admit I was worried, but I didn't want to pry! :)
As for removing you. Probably not gonna happen. I have people on my f-list that have been there for the nearly 4 years I have been around here, and haven't posted in 3 of the 4. I never remove anyone unless they insult me or one of the people I follow, or unless they delete their journal. But even if I was inclined to delete people like some do periodically, you are not one of the ones I would remove.
There are certain people on LJ whose posts I always look forward too... the number is not big, there's like maybe 8 of them of the 129 people on my f-list, and you are and have been from the first story you wrote, one of them. I admit I came to your journal for the fic, but I stayed because I find you a nice person, who cares about her children, and has similar thoughts about life in general to myself. :) I am frankly proud to be on your f-list, and to have you on mine.
Mags, for awhile I thought you're going to give up writing or even your LJ. Phewww....it's just you move your fics to your own comm! That's a good news! And BTW, I won't defriend you. Believe me. ♥
:( I hope no one said anything so bad that you are feeling like this. Not defriending you....I mean if I only wanted the fic, I watch padacklesrps and see your fics there, so didn't need to friend you in the first place. You are not boring or insignificant. You matter, and I'm sure majority if not all on your flist would agree with me here. Gonna join your writing community cox duh!! I love your stories and writing can't give it up :) *huggles* hope things look up for you soon &hearts
I'm good, I promise. I have great friends on here who I treasure and I need them like I need air. Just....I bumped into an old ex-friend a few days ago and its kinda affected me since.....memories of how she used to make me feel so small and unworthy and stupid and hated....all with a loving smile...I had a long think about why I've been so touchy the last couple days and I think it was seeing her again...I trusted her....but she never cared....so its made me.....wary I guess...But I love you guys....
owww hon that's just...ouch I'm mostly someone who can shrug things off easily after a while of insecurity and feeling sad, but I figure you are the opposite of that and that just sucks that you met someone who made you feel like you're worthless. A two-faced person at that. I got some office mates who are like that, talking bad behind my back but being all smiles upfront. Just try not to let her get to you too much, k? Remember that there are ppl who love you and think you are important....it doesn't matter what they think, they who never deserved a piece of you in the first place. &hearts HUGS
I'm pretty quiet around LJ but I do read and follow you all the time. I'm sorry that things are hard for you right now and hope that you're okay, really. I never want to leave here *clings* and really, I just got caught up on Cheyenne after having several chapters saved. It's amazing as are you. *hugs*
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I hope things look up for you soon, dear!
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Thank you, I'm good, I promise...its all good....I'm ok.
Ummm thank you for thinking me interesting enough to keep around....that means a lot. I promise I will not be insulted or hurt if you ever were to think otherwise and wished to remove me.
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As for removing you. Probably not gonna happen. I have people on my f-list that have been there for the nearly 4 years I have been around here, and haven't posted in 3 of the 4. I never remove anyone unless they insult me or one of the people I follow, or unless they delete their journal. But even if I was inclined to delete people like some do periodically, you are not one of the ones I would remove.
There are certain people on LJ whose posts I always look forward too... the number is not big, there's like maybe 8 of them of the 129 people on my f-list, and you are and have been from the first story you wrote, one of them. I admit I came to your journal for the fic, but I stayed because I find you a nice person, who cares about her children, and has similar thoughts about life in general to myself. :) I am frankly proud to be on your f-list, and to have you on mine.
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I'm totally crying here. Dont ever leave me lol, you have done wonders for my confidence!
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Thank you.....just.....thank you.
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I hope no one said anything so bad that you are feeling like this.
Not defriending you....I mean if I only wanted the fic, I watch padacklesrps and see your fics there, so didn't need to friend you in the first place.
You are not boring or insignificant. You matter, and I'm sure majority if not all on your flist would agree with me here.
Gonna join your writing community cox duh!! I love your stories and writing
can't give it up :)
*huggles*
hope things look up for you soon
&hearts
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Just....I bumped into an old ex-friend a few days ago and its kinda affected me since.....memories of how she used to make me feel so small and unworthy and stupid and hated....all with a loving smile...I had a long think about why I've been so touchy the last couple days and I think it was seeing her again...I trusted her....but she never cared....so its made me.....wary I guess...But I love you guys....
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that's just...ouch
I'm mostly someone who can shrug things off easily after a while of insecurity and feeling sad, but I figure you are the opposite of that and that just sucks that you met someone who made you feel like you're worthless. A two-faced person at that.
I got some office mates who are like that, talking bad behind my back but being all smiles upfront. Just try not to let her get to you too much, k? Remember that there are ppl who love you and think you are important....it doesn't matter what they think, they who never deserved a piece of you in the first place.
&hearts HUGS
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