Comments | magsinfin: Lots and Lots of Thoughts

magsinfin

Lots and Lots of Thoughts

Mar 30, 2005 10:40

Well, what to say. I have been depressed lately, and not much has helped. I have a whole week off from work to try and relieve some stress, but it hasn't helped much. I have an appointment Thu morning for a doc I'd never think I'd ever have to see. That's the really depressing part. It's not much I wanna get into detail about right now, but I ( Read more... )

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neonfairy March 30 2005, 17:33:30 UTC

hey mitch, what's going on? did you get someone pregnant? sure, we all have relationship problems and the last thing you need to hear is other people telling you what to do or how they solved a similar situation, so therefor, i'm all ears if you want to talk about it. :)

magsinfin March 30 2005, 21:20:13 UTC

Well, that isn't exactly what I was talking about. I appreciate the ears, though.

I have had some scary things happen lately, and pregnancy isn't among them. The "doc" I was referring to is a doctor at a mental hospital. I need to go in for a meeting to see if I suffer from either bi-polar or possibly multiple-personality syndrome. The latter is more likely, since I have had periods of not remembering what has gone on (days to weeks) and people have commented that during those times, I am "not me". Its really scary, and such a lapse had...bad...consequences. Right now, I can't really say much more, being in class and all, but I will try to tell you later. One thing with me is I have problems talking about my feelings... >_>

magsinfin April 1 2005, 18:33:15 UTC

I went by the psychiatrist's office today and filled out some insurance paperwork. Didn't get a meeting, but its looking like I will be having an appointment next week. They say it might be bi-polar, and are leaning that direction. That, thankfully, is something they treat and i can get treatments for free since I don't make enough a month. Guess I'll find out for sure this next week. Kinda scared...nothing this serious exists in my family, with the only things mental being Alsheimer's in my Grandmother...makes me wonder if there is anything else wring with me...

neonfairy April 1 2005, 20:23:18 UTC

ah, it's not as bad as it seems. often i loose my temper and i'm definitely not myself and it does have bad consequences and sometimes i don't even remember, perhaps because it was an instinct or just not important enough to even get mad in the first place ( ... )

magsinfin April 1 2005, 23:36:11 UTC

Heh, i feel the same way about medicine. I don't want to have to take medicine, but that may be the only way to help my condition. My mom is all about natural stuff, so I readily agree about how they are better than medicines, however, none so far has been a ahelp, so I may have to do medicine. *shrugs*