Soooo... ACTF was good! I love Alex for giving me the opportunity to go as his scene partner and trusting me to make him look good, even though we didn't move on. The important thing is that we felt like we kicked butt on our scene, the best we had ever done it! So thanks my buddy A, it meant a lot! :) The best thing about ACTF, um... Ashland ( Read more... )

I could not fall asleep, I can't go back to sleep. I was sick, it took me forever to get warm. It hurt to breathe through my nose or my mouth. I was freezing before I fell asleep and kept waking up in a sweat. I had horrible HORRIBLE nightmares. My heart is still pounding. Ugh! Okay sorry, it's just that last night was so awful! On the plus ( Read more... )

While waiting for Alex and I to do our scene in the hallway of the theatre near 119, I saw my art history professor from last summer leaving the area where Derek's office is. He walked out and smiled at me. Started to walk away and then turned around and pointed at me. In passing he said with a big grin; "I know you." "Yes you do professor ( Read more... )

A dear friend wanted my advice, asked me to tell her my story. I once again realized how lucky I truly am. It lifts me up, even if I haven't fallen...

Sometimes I really think I am a man trapped in a womans body. Maybe that's why I'm such an ogre?!?! :) I'm going to be stereotypical for a moment and say; I feel like a man because there are things that bother/worry/hurt me, and I can NOT express them. I don't like problems and I certainly don't like confrontation. How do I know I'm not just ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when I'm home alone, and I'm sitting on the couch, and I have a feeling that someone is watching me, not creepy or anything, maybe just an old irish grampa relative from hundreds and hundreds of years ago that finds it humorous to watch me, I get the spontaneous urge jump up and sing a few notes really loudly and attempt a difficult ( Read more... )

I am recovering from the death illness, YAY! Thanks for all the get well wishes everyone, it worked. Remember to take your vitamins and get your rest or else the toilet boil will be your best friend for 24 hours straight! Off to my loft for some sleep, I left my cuddle buddy frog at home. I miss him. Well... goodnight!

I haven't been creating much, I need to because I miss it! I am excited to be an artist, because I have accepted now no matter what I do, it will be some form of creating art! Yes... that is my entire post. Thank you and goodnight! :)

I'm sick of being home! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nerd Christmas was awesome! I love all those boys, and Stine! And I got to see the long lost Mikee! And I have an awesome new checkered vans beenie from Shep and a cool Lake Alta shirt from the Carlson's! I really outdid myself with the eating this time though, Yikes! Anyways... Yay Nerd Christmas! Happiness ( Read more... )